TRIGGERED Demonic Blood Witch E-Girl Puts A CURSE On The Podcast?! | Dating Talk #133
Date: 2024-02-05
Duration: 6h 24m
Guests
Brian AtlasIdentified Speakers
SPEAKER_00TTS(audience)
SPEAKER_01Production(audience)
SPEAKER_02Ariana/Jules/Carmen(guest)
SPEAKER_03Sky(guest)
SPEAKER_04Arson(guest)
SPEAKER_05Kayla(guest)
SPEAKER_06Brian Atlas(host)
SPEAKER_07Jake(guest)
SPEAKER_08Meow(guest)
SPEAKER_09Kiki(audience)
SPEAKER_10Angela(guest)
SPEAKER_12Raven(guest)
SPEAKER_13Bri(guest)
Key Moments
00:02:41
IntroArson introduces herself; reveals her government name is actually Arson and she makes portable flamethrowers.
“my name's arson um I'm 24 is that your government name that's my government name”
00:03:58
IntroMeow introduces herself as a dog (purple Dalmatian) who lives the dog-girl lifestyle full-time.
“my name is meow like a cat but I am a dog and I'm 27 I'm from the USA and I'm a twitch live streamer”
01:39:34
Key MomentArson describes 4-year relationship with a videographer whose leg was amputated and put on backwards to function as a new knee joint.
“it was like left amputated and like put on backwards and then like the foot joint now acts as a knee joint”
01:40:20
ControversyArson recounts sex injury that sent her to the ER: used kitchen knife for blood-play on second meeting, deep laceration required ER visit, which is how they fell in love.
“we used a freaking kitchen knife and it was so dull and tried to do like a tiny cut and it wouldn't work and I just grabbed my leg and he just went once really fast”
02:03:02
Key MomentJake Australia arrives to the show, having driven through flooding rainstorms.
“good evening everybody good evening nice to meet you how you all doing Jake we're going to be leg to leg here”
02:06:00
Key MomentArson shows she is wearing diapers on-show; reveals her current boyfriend gave her a perineal tear from sex that required diapers and lidocaine jelly for a week.
“I had to wear diapers for a week and why is that so I do only fans my boyfriend and I were just practicing some things”
02:33:20
ControversyBrian challenges Meow on her dog-girl identity, asking whether a traditional man could accept a dog-girl partner and whether the lifestyle is a sexual kink.
“when you say 11 do you are you thinking about it in in your eyes or are you thinking about it in like the broader Society”
02:39:00
Key MomentSelf-ratings round begins. Meow rates herself 11/10.
“well we'll start with you and then we'll go around the table go ahead 10 um maybe like a seven eight okay closer”
04:48:07
ControversyArson pulls a syringe filled with blood from her bag on-show, claiming it is a token of her manifestation from blood rituals performed the previous night.
“there was a syringe okay gosh that's what I was just drawing it up in you just did a you did this at the table no I keep it on me as a token of my manifestation”
04:52:10
Key MomentJake warns Arson about the dangers of blood rituals and occult practices, saying she is tapping into dark spiritual energy.
“I would urge you girls to be very careful with what you she us she used to take menstrual blood also yeah you guys I'm sorry you might think it's a bit of fun you're going into something that's pretty dark”
04:55:00
Key MomentAngela explains Arson's cult/witchcraft behavior as a manifestation of emotional intensity and desire for control, comparing it to historical blood goddess worship.
“what you're calling delusional is basically you being a very emotionally intense person where you want that true love”
05:12:40
Key MomentAngela argues that Arson's blood magic and cult behavior is ultimately self-harm used to gain an illusion of control.
“drawing your own blood is a form of self harm so it's like you're ultimately hurting yourself to gain control over a situation”
05:15:40
Key MomentBody count round: Bri reveals body count of 6 (was dating from age 17-22).
“literally um I was dating someone for 5 Years From 17 to 22 so mine is only six”
05:16:10
Key MomentBody count round: Arson says she lost count and estimates somewhere between 30 and 200+.
“I lost track honestly I don't know I literally have absolutely no clue if it would be like 30 100 or over that like I have no clue”
Topics Discussed
00:00:00
Introductions and relationship status
Guests introduce themselves: name, age, location, occupation. Brian goes around the table on relationship status, demisexuality, femcel identity.
00:15:00
Alternative / subculture dating struggles
Discussion on dating within the alt/e-girl subculture. Arson describes herself as femcel. Meow discusses dog-girl lifestyle and voluntary celibacy. Panel discusses whether alt aesthetic attracts or repels healthy partners.
01:38:20
Arson's relationship history and ER incidents
Arson details 4-year relationship with videographer who became addicted to Percs and had leg amputated and reversed. ER visit from blood-play injury during their second meeting. Hooked via trauma bond.
01:55:00
Mental health, diagnosis, and medication
Raven shares she was told at 16 she would be institutionalized for life; recovered after moving out at 18. Debate on legitimacy of bipolar/BPD diagnoses. Arson acknowledges bipolar-like symptoms and credits them as creative fuel.
02:03:02
Jake Australia arrives and joins panel
Jake (Rattlesnake TV) arrives after driving through flooding storm. Brian introduces him; Jake joins the table.
02:04:14
Ivory (Ariana) pre-show notes discussion
Brian goes through Ariana's pre-show notes: exotic dancer + OnlyFans, perineal tear from sexual encounter requiring diapers for a week, basketball team history at University of Portland, ex who still requests $40 via Venmo, leaning Trump.
02:11:40
Men as demons / toxic relationship patterns
Arson describes modern dating as a scam and men as demons. Angela and Brian note pattern of Arson attracting emotionally unavailable men due to her own unresolved emotional needs.
02:21:40
Meow's dog-girl lifestyle debate
Extended discussion of Meow's dog-girl identity. Jake questions whether it is a sexual kink; Meow denies it. Angela raises cognitive dissonance between wanting a traditional man and presenting as a dog. Brian asks what breed Meow is (lavender Dalmatian).
02:27:20
Feminist and political identity round
Brian asks each guest: are you a feminist? Political leaning? Responses range from feminist/liberal (Meow) to anti-feminist/monarchy (Angela) to apolitical. Arson declines feminist label and is apolitical.
02:39:00
Physical attractiveness / self-rating round
Brian asks each guest to rate their looks 1-10. Meow rates herself 11, Bri rates 10, Arson 10, Sky 7, Raven 4, Jake 7, Brian 5. Debate on whether self-ratings are objective.
04:48:00
Arson's cult and blood rituals
Arson reveals she leads a group of like-minded women she calls a cult, focused on world liberation and domination. Monthly Airbnb meetings with spell-casting and blood pacts. Pulled a syringe from her bag on-show as a token of manifestation. Jake warns against occult practices. Angela offers psychological analysis.
05:08:20
Body count and mate value debate
Extended panel debate on whether body count affects women's value as a partner. Jake and Angela argue Chastity is a male value preference. Brian argues it is not hypocritical to desire in a partner what you don't possess.
05:15:00
Body count round
Brian goes around table asking body counts. Bri: 6. Arson/Arson-label: 30-200+ (lost count). Sky: ~9. Raven: undisclosed. Angela: undisclosed. Jake: 4. Lesie: 4. Ariana: ~30. Others declined or gave ranges.
06:18:20
Kayla's before/after style transformation
Brian shows before/after photos of Kayla from when she was homeless and kicked out vs. her current alt style. Discussion on how freedom from restrictive home led to her aesthetic expression.
Transcript
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05:45:22
Arsonprobably going around like how people feel when
05:45:31
Arsonlike how do I word this um how people feel when they're like loved and in love like how do they feel about society when they're like in a happy relationship and
05:45:42
Ariana/Jules/Carmenstuff like does their worldview change on the value of the opposite gender I'm wait I'm sorry can you just
05:45:54
Arsonrestate question following and then got so basically if if you're in like a um relationship where you feel loved do
05:46:03
Brian Atlasyou feel like you have a better Outlook toward the opposite gender yeah if I'm in a healthy good relationship do I have a better Outlook
05:46:15
Brian Atlastowards the opposite gender uh yeah I mean I like to think I have a healthy Outlook whether I'm in a good
05:46:25
Brian Atlasrelationship or not I mean I try I to keep it real to I keep it real man I keep it real I mean I think women are fantastic I don't always agree with them on everything I sometimes don't don't
05:46:38
Brian Atlasalways understand them but uh by and large I think women are great I think women are wonderful I've got a mother I've got a sister and um whether I'm in a relationship or not really doesn't um
05:46:49
Brian Atlasimpact that but I have I mean I have seen a pattern with both men and women they can sometimes like have negative outlooks on the opposite gender gender but then they tend to calm down a [ __ ]
05:47:00
Jaketon once they actually get into like a relationship you know so yeah yeah I think I have largely positive interactions with women I've got a very good relationship with my mom I don't
05:47:10
Jakehave any sisters um yeah I've had some positive relationships some not so positive as well so the ones that W weren't so positive definitely like after after that it probably takes its toll a little
05:47:23
Jakebit but when you are in a positive healthy relationship then yeah most definitely makes you makes you appreciate the opposite sex I'd say a woman motivates a man to combat the
05:47:35
Angelaworld I'd say that A man gives a woman peace in her reality so if a woman is disturbing a man's peace his reality is going to be he's not going to be motivated to Take On The World and if a man is a bad man then he's going to make
05:47:46
Arsona woman basically feel like she's in hell um was it did you want everybody to answer this or was it just for me and Jake um I mean if if that's fine it depends on time super quick Les and I do
05:47:59
Arsonreally have to go before we get left behind sorry no you're okay okay we're fine they is not leaving us behind they're not who's who's there girl I want to go
05:48:10
Brian Atlaswait who who's that who's that she's Massy and I'm not ready for her sass right now so continue it's going to be a how how long is the drive into the mountains like 6 hours that's going to be an awkward
05:48:21
Arson[ __ ] she gets out 3 hours in mhm she what I get out in 3 hours in yeah she's on y'all you have to drive the full six hours yes I do I live in the mountains
05:48:33
Arsonare we seeing a bit of trouble in Paradise here yes we're both from the same place but right now I live in Fresno we're literally born two days apart who wins the fight me no she does not yeah I do I kind of think you'd take
05:48:44
ArsonJake on a date after the show to be honest I should huh going into the M she's actually is a hard working woman she has a 9 to five she has what she has a 9 to5 and she works every day yeah I
05:48:55
Brian Atlaswork six out of seven days a week you're [ __ ] Legend quit my [ __ ] legend that would be something uh were we going around on that I mean I don't feel
05:49:06
Raveninterested uh honestly you don't feel what like dating a guy and being loved by a guy didn't really improve my opinion on guys if anything I think it
05:49:18
Ravenmade it worse because the guy was like very like I guess weak like um but um honestly my opinion of men didn't
05:49:31
Arsonimprove at all until I repaired my relationship with my dad awesome yeah that's like one of the biggest things it didn't yeah good for you your first love your
05:49:43
Arsondad model you how about yourself hey guys Side by conversations uh what was the do you feel when you're in a relationship that's like happy or healthy like you feel loved and in
05:49:54
Skyloveed do you have a better outlook on the opposite gender I feel like yes and no because like being in a happy relationship and me feeling Lov doesn't change the fact of
05:50:07
Skyhow other men are going to act does that make sense so like not really but like maybe it might give me a little more lightness towards the other G saying the
05:50:16
Arsonendorphins don't necessarily skew the reality yeah okay yourself um definitely doesn't change the fact about men in general but it definitely shows me that there's some
05:50:27
Arsonmen out there if that makes sense mhm yeah definitely just gives you a new perspective like there are some decent guys out there and they're not all scumbags um but other than that I don't
05:50:40
Arsonreally view the majority of the population any different yeah come on Kayla what what does that yeah mean she's tired isn't she so when
05:50:53
Kaylayou're in a like happy healthy loving relationship do you do men differ remember it's been like 3 years since I was single I think so are you in a long-term relationship at the moment yes
05:51:04
Meowyeah she's she's I miss show my I'm like been quiet the second half of the show oh miss you I'm waiting my turn I uh I I have a really fantastic Father Figure so I don't feel like there's any
05:51:18
Meowpoint in my life that I've disproportionately viewed men as villainous um in fact my experiences with women as I've gotten older um have been a lot more uh Insidious I feel like especially like other adult women
05:51:31
Meowwanting to like influence me into certain areas or aspects like like for instance I I reflected on this the other day and the fact is I I thought about it and out of all of the men and women who I have ever interacted with who have
05:51:42
Meowdone only fans or done sex work it has always been in my personal experience the women who have encouraged me who have pushed me out of my comfort zone who have been inappropriate toward me whereas the men either never even talk
05:51:53
Jakeabout it or they do the classic hey do you do that oh okay I guess not it's just uh it's not like a so in you're you're an e girl right you do the streaming yes live streaming you must
05:52:05
Meowget a lot of Temptation a lot of people trying to tell you that to do the only fans and there must be a lot of money on the table absolutely why not um because I don't believe in uh exploiting myself
05:52:17
Meowfor a dollar amount uh for a certain amount of years or months that I feel like that will get me where I need to be I'm fortunate that I've been working since the age of 15 I I've been very diligent about about building a life for
05:52:29
Meowmyself and I've been able to build an entire career online myself without taking my clothes off and so I know for a fact that there are so many beautiful women who have so much talent and so much personality but because of the
05:52:40
Meowculture we live in they are encourag this quick money option when in reality it's not quick money it's it's not a
05:52:58
Brian Atlasquick money from me so like here I'm just curious you I detect a bit of an accent from you arson do you where did
05:53:05
Arsonyou grow up South Central LA no I I grew up actually in Seattle um but so but I don't know I was yeah in Seattle I don't
05:53:16
Arsonknow if you know anything about there but yeah there's different parts yeah definitely I have't accient of exactly where I'm from like I've definitely been told I have an acccident of exactly where I'm from interesting okay
05:53:28
Brian Atlasit doesn't sound like what is Seattle the uh is that considered the Pacific Northwest yes yeah there's there's different parts of Seattle though like you don't sound like you're from the Pacific Northwest there's there's
05:53:42
Brian Atlasdifferent parts okay there's different parts okay fair um we have a um once everyone's back in their seats I'll wrap up the show I don't know if we anyone back there who can rejoin do we have
05:53:53
Brian Atlasuh this the one more we got Les and zombie have made an appearance here let me read this we have TW we got some tweets I got to pull up then we're going to wrap yo Brian as
05:54:05
Brian Atlasa combat veteran a fireman for 25 years cancer survivor X3 please show these feminist and 3os on o the very end of Saving Private Ryan uh that's what a traditional woman looks like my
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Brian Atlasgrandfather landed third wave at Omaha Beach liberated booken Wald uh unfortunately just for copyright reasons we wouldn't be able to show uh the end of a you know a major motion picture but
05:54:28
Brian Atlasactually showing them the beginning of Saving Private Ryan would probably be a bigger uh much more productive or I don't recall what the end of it was but uh Rock dog really appreciate your patronage thank you for the message I
05:54:41
Brian Atlasthink this is your first time uh sending in a super chat so thank you man appreciate it and uh okay we had a couple tweets that we're going to go over uh Nick we're not going to show the ones that are at the end but you know
05:54:51
Brian Atlasjust the ones that I initially showed you we'll just we have who is it the tweets from yeah we'll just pull the tweets up one of you guys had some interesting tweets I thought we'd react to
05:55:01
Brian Atlasthem it's jwes my Twitter bro I love being an online [ __ ] wait actually can wait can can somebody give her a mic can somebody swap seats with
05:55:13
Brian Atlasher so it's over a year almost a year old here how about you two swap you two swap you two swap L than a year here hold on I I'll let her read them I'll let her take a
05:55:25
Ariana/Jules/Carmenseat what's up even know here wait pull pull pull up to the mic pull up to the mic all right go ahead pull it up Nick we'll have you read
05:55:35
Ariana/Jules/Carmenit okay I love being in an online [ __ ] all men should fear me I I believe this is true this is factual
05:55:45
Ariana/Jules/Carmenexplain why should all men fear you dude oh my God why should all men fear me this is a good question you said it I know I did but I don't remember
05:55:57
Arsonwhat mine said was in that time I'm like embarrassed I should go delete that she she she was talking about men the whole night so I don't know it was a whole other Personality yeah talking up last
05:56:08
Brian Atlasnight see we like a lot of people come on the show right and like you guys have really strong opinions don't be scared to share your
05:56:17
Brian Atlasviewpoints MH what if we get canceled though I've already small price to pay small price to pay for internet Fame I think must have just meant I must have
05:56:30
Ariana/Jules/Carmenjust meant all men should fear me as in like please stay away from me and stop hurting me honestly uh uh can I have you scoot into the table a little
05:56:42
Brian Atlasbit bumped I don't know if it got bumped um perfect uh okay there's more we got more my twe
05:56:56
Ariana/Jules/Carmentweets can can you read it never s for a mail again like I said yeah I just I S for Ms really bad in my past and I'm over it I've how how
05:57:08
Ariana/Jules/Carmendid that look like how what would like sing look like for you uh basically doing doing a lot more for them that they're doing for me and they're most likely treating me like [ __ ] and I still
05:57:19
Angelacontinue to s for them you know what I mean when the body count question came up you said that you didn't want a man to judge you but I think you're lacking judgement when when it comes to the men that you're engaging with and I think you need to exercise that judgment more so that way you can protect yourself
05:57:33
Jakefrom them while also having self awareness about kind of defin don't stop sing though we like we like I like I like a girl who SS for the right guy got a very exactly
05:57:45
Ariana/Jules/Carmenexactly you've got a a sweet nature I can see the sweetness be exactly how you are so sweet and I feel like guys just I don't know I'm so sweet but guys [ __ ] take advantage of me still but the
05:57:58
Ariana/Jules/Carmensweetest and I just don't understand why I get treated the Way I Do by men probably go for guys your own age don't you wait why did you gesture at me well maybe I could see why from my online presence though from these tweets you're
05:58:10
Ariana/Jules/Carmenpulling up maybe that's why I tend to get treated like [ __ ] do you have a good father figure no okay never mind nor do I have a mom find one and ask him to pick someone for you oh I would never
05:58:22
Ariana/Jules/Carmenthat's such b advice such good advice okay uh next dude again why me I swear go ahead wait wait I swear to God males are why I have
05:58:33
Ariana/Jules/Carmento get so high on a daily basis y'all trip me the [ __ ] out I tweeted this while I was in a very bad relationship and yeah dude I I honestly
05:58:44
Ariana/Jules/Carmenhave to get so high on the daily basis just to deal with people in general okay like y'all freak me out yeah on on weed okay don't that's it
05:58:56
Brian Atlaskind of a red flag though TW next tweet next tweet is it going to be my tweets again I I looked through your guys' twitters and I I don't have a Twitter read it the
05:59:09
Brian Atlasfact that I have to take so much [ __ ] from males on a daily basis makes me such an unhinged [ __ ] JS I don't know you've seen kind of nice on the show I mean you do are you hiding what are you
05:59:20
Arsonhiding she was telling about that she was recording him she almost got fired from her job what yeah men make me unhinged they try
05:59:32
Jaketo get reactions out of me and they do end up getting the reaction so would you like lull Us in with this like sweetness lullabi and this soft spoken lullabi and then when we get in there you just become an unhinged [ __ ] wait will these men make me an unhinged [ __ ] wait
05:59:45
Brian Atlaswhat's your actual name it's not Kronosaurus what's your actual name I'm jwes my name is jwes yeah all right jwes can you demonstrate like let's maybe do a role play here pretend I'm
05:59:57
Ariana/Jules/Carmenlike an [ __ ] dude like what's the like do you ever raise your voice oh yeah like I ra my I say first impression you seem like sweet oh you degrade yeah
06:00:10
Ariana/Jules/Carmenwhen when they get out of me when they get it out of me cuz like chat doesn't she seem like I mean you know pretty Pleasant you that's that's what I'm saying softspoken soothing voice if I
06:00:21
Brian Atlascould for once meet a guy that would I need to see Super Saiyan I need to see jwes Super Saiyan level two I can pull up some text messages dude it gets bad okay pull wait do you have your phone do you have your phone on you oh yeah I just grabbed I didn't have it on the
06:00:34
Arsonwhole time oh yeah yeah go ahead go ahead let's I want some let's see let's see some receipts I'm literally the same way and online you can have a whole another presence than in real life you
06:00:46
Brian Atlasknow yeah definitely like if men are not respectable like I don't respect them you know what I mean like see that's why you got to be say the same thing about women you got to be careful you know you
06:00:57
Brian Atlasgot to be care careful sometimes the crazy doesn't come out until weeks or months down the road yeah you know yeah
06:01:07
Brian Atlasman all right Jules let me see all right Jules let's uh so uh you want me to find just I want you
06:01:16
Brian Atlasto project all your [ __ ] everything onto me you can project it we're going to project everything and then say that [ __ ] like just [ __ ] you're a method
06:01:28
Brian Atlasget in the [ __ ] mode do this message is so long should I read the whole thing God damn bro you sending paragraphs holy [ __ ] y'all see that like
06:01:38
Brian Atlasmy man didn't reply Chad I must have blocked him after though I think they okay but say it like how you mean it like [ __ ] lean into that [ __ ] [ __ ]
06:01:50
Brian Atlaslook at me here I'mma put on hold on yeah [ __ ] this is your exboyfriend right here yeah I don't think that's her ex that's the dude that's I'm the dude I
06:02:02
Ariana/Jules/Carmendon't know if I can like read it very aggressively like I'm honestly kind of nervous right now being put on the spot but I'll read what's like a dick thing like your ex said to you and I'll say it right now to you he called me on the
06:02:13
Ariana/Jules/Carmenphone no caller ID just to be like you're such a [ __ ] [ __ ] how do you like being a [ __ ] jwes get back on the only fans I bet you'll love that [ __ ] you dumb [ __ ] okay that was real that's
06:02:23
Ariana/Jules/Carmenwhat he said to me I literally stopped doing only fans for him and then that's what he says to me after yeah and then so this is the text I sent him you guys want to read it so bad you did the him
06:02:35
Ariana/Jules/Carmenso well now do you go okay you're the most two-faced lying ass manipula [ __ ] I've ever dealt with in my life and I know you know exactly what I'm talking about you freak ass weirdo
06:02:48
Ariana/Jules/Carmenkeeping me on a [ __ ] leash the last month tell me telling me we'd get back together and you're working on yourself for me lies you're out here partying with anyone and every single you're out here partying with everyone every single
06:02:59
Ariana/Jules/Carmennight telling our co-workers I'm crazy in our business like you already know how terrible you make me feel can you leave [ __ ] at home and not take take it to our jobs where we both work and have to be getting everyone involved in it
06:03:11
Ariana/Jules/Carmenyou [ __ ] weirdo you're literally so lame and gross holy [ __ ] literally Master con artist [ __ ] boy wants to use me when I'm lit the only body you'll ever get in your [ __ ] life you ugly small dick ass little boy do not speak
06:03:23
Angelaor even look in my direction again at work [ __ ] loser I have to work with this guy she didn't even St up that reminds me of this is for Rachel this is for Rachel you big and she starts going off that was impressive small dick ass
06:03:35
Brian Atlasyeah that's where I got him oh I felt it still sounded like pretty nice though like just the way you say it thank you it's still like you know like her tonality she's got a pleasant voice was
06:03:47
Brian Atlasthe BPD girl that bad where it's like that's compar in comparison that's not actually that bad compared to what you what you've seen well okay if you look at the actual content of what she's said saying it's pretty [ __ ] that's pretty
06:03:59
Brian Atlasraw but like the way she was saying it like if I was like dating a girl and she was just like that could have put me to sleep listening to that that was like very soothing that was soothing you small dick [ __ ] ass man I'll even say
06:04:11
Ariana/Jules/Carmenwhen so soothing right it was so soothing when I have yelled at him in real life I am this quiet really while I'm yelling like I'm not even that scary in this I don't if that's like off worse
06:04:21
Ravenor better like is it kind of scary that she's like so calm and [ __ ] I've heard women sound like pterodactyl like dead ass like yep okay we've got more tweets
06:04:32
Ariana/Jules/Carmenwhat's the more tweets more tweets more tweets oh my goodness you got this damn males make me so [ __ ] angry just looking at their stupid dumb idiotic faces I want to
06:04:44
Ariana/Jules/Carmen[ __ ] smash that [ __ ] into a curb for real I've just been played guys I've been played my whole life by my dad by by every guy after my dad you know so this is where this is all coming
06:04:55
Ariana/Jules/Carmenfrom oh what going this is your inner turmoil coming out but I'm working on it though I'm like in a way stronger spot than I've ever been guys are like you guys are starting to show like signs of
06:05:07
Ravenpiercing beyond that sort of pain seeing what you need to change basically I've literally seen girls on here like yeah like hopeless but like a lot of girls on here like they actually like are like
06:05:18
Jakecognizant Jake will give you a ride back it's it's all good really Jake wait wait what do you mean are are we going to get some bonding time in I think you guys should go go to the mountains together
06:05:30
Arsonwait is that said that he was in leave right now so we got he's not [ __ ] leaving if he leaves me he's in deep [ __ ] bye okay I'll go but he his kids to T him he doesn't have kids I know him he
06:05:40
Arsondoesn't have kids he's lying he's got is that is it your guy friend fam I I don't family friend I don't I don't even know so she's
06:05:50
Brian Atlasleaving uh she's spending the night me they're not going to leave without you no they're just trying to guilt you or whatever yes and I don't care is there more did you read the Tweet yeah I read
06:06:03
Kikiit is there another tweet we got another tweet Nick there more tweets more tweets we DN angry yeah we've done a lot of those every tweet oh my God what is what is
06:06:16
Ariana/Jules/Carmenthis I knew you oh never mind no astrology bro it sucks because wait wait bro it sucks because I can say all day long I hate men and no more relationships but at the end of the day I'm a Libra so I can't fight these natural urges of wanting to be in love
06:06:28
Ariana/Jules/Carmenso bad and that's like I'm a natural lover girl I'm lib heard anything about Libras I'm a Libra like this this [ __ ] sucks like I don't want to be a love girl anymore dude it hurts I think it's only us Libras that want love any
06:06:41
Brian AtlasTauruses or anything Tauruses Taurus are crazy cold man a Scorpio okay that means any other tweets more tweets one more
06:06:51
Brian Atlastweet we got one more tweet one more oh wait what oh maybe it's scroll down it was a reply
06:07:02
Ariana/Jules/Carmentweet no I basically celbrate ho IRL cuz none of these emils have proven worthy to me as of lately okay yeah and I was celibate until I was with my that last
06:07:12
Brian Atlasex sounds like a good name for like a singer celibate ho Right double onra could be my rap name my raer name okay uh
06:07:22
Angelacool uh so why why why is it that you uh what did you say you have the two Libra men on top of you cuz you're also
06:07:34
Brian AtlasLibra attracting that energy no astrology mentioned but it's fine okay uh any fin any other final thoughts here before we wrap anybody final final thought from anybody
06:07:46
Brian Atlaselse Kayla if you were a cat or dog which one would you be she's Tor she's Tor not really tough one yeah so hard
06:07:58
Meowshe's literally a dog guys yeah I don't know what like like I don't know what my floppy ears can like communicate more like dog the bone collar change it's a dog
06:08:07
Brian Atlasbro but your name meow I'd be a I'd be a golden retriever I have a golden retriever I'd be a Doan you'd be a boxer everyone's choosing cocker
06:08:21
Brian Atlasspaniel cats just get no play no one likes cats here we need to hear from zomri okay z z you've been a little quiet I know I'm just quiet sorry what's in your head
06:08:32
Brian Atlaszre wait question for the the friends of zom here yeah so so you know are you introverted do you consider yourself introverted yeah qu you guys are friends with her right you're all friends with
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Brian Atlaszry does her personality Blossom like when you're with her privately yes 100% you got to Blossom you got BL just like like she just has to be comfortable yeah
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Jakeshe just has to be comfortable with the people she's around okay and all right another sweetheart zom say have you ever slashed a dude's tires no is she a
06:09:07
Arsonpsycho at all guys I definitely spray painted my whole boyfriend's closet like his whole like his Ricks everything expensive I could find like red too do you think like your boyfriend or like
06:09:20
Meowex-boyfriend do you think they also gloat to all of their friends about how they've like [ __ ] you guys up emotionally they that's literally the reason I stopped talking to him when I was 13 that's literally like disgusting like why are you talking to
06:09:33
Ravenmy best friend about things we did when I was 13 like you're really gross and I'm like I'm not talking to you no more unfortunately like atts like guys definitely he does that like yes I
06:09:46
Arsonliterally see it in the group chats don't lie let's not cap right now yeah yeah I don't know what kind of circles you moving in but listen y'all be menaces in them group chats y'all be going I'm not in any group chats I'm
06:09:58
Brian Atlasactually not in any I'm not in group chats in general then again I feel like I'm kind of like a lone wolf very individualistic person so must be like
06:10:07
Brian Atlasthat's why they definitely boom how old are you 34 yeah he not in any group chats all right all right invitation not
06:10:17
Brian Atlashanded out to you good times good times um okay uh I guess the last thing I wanted to uh ask what the what was up with the [ __ ] what was the blood
06:10:26
Brian Atlasthing about what do you mean like you you had menstrual blood apparently in a
06:10:32
Arsonsyringe yeah why [ __ ] I that was was BL close enough um but um we were I I just had us perform a little spell
06:10:44
Arsonlittle manifestation spell just to do well like on this show and in live and you know we just list on paper on fire put it all in the center like of what wrote down what we wanted to do well on
06:10:55
Angelajust a cute little little symbolic thing what made me laugh was the fact that you you took out that one flamethrower they had to take that away from you you then show that one photo they take that away
06:11:04
Angelafrom you you then bring out the they take that away from you I'm liveat can't genuinely strapped today yeah hey I keep
06:11:14
Brian Atlasthat thing on me you feel me you keep what what keep that thing on me Bob no but like why yo AB Che thank you for the gifted 20 memberships appreciate it uh
06:11:25
Arsonwhy like why did did you I was going to put it on a necklace just as like a charm like a good luck charm but instead I put it in my ass
06:11:37
Arsoncrack and you said it was blood from like your all these girls here no all not all like two of them yeah no it's always consensual it's always if you want to participate and obviously not
06:11:48
Arsoneveryone going to be into that so is whoever wanted to participate why did why did you put it in a syringe cuz she supposed to get the blood how else would you draw blood oh
06:12:00
Arsonyou drew it I thought it was menstral blood it can be menstrual blood but you drew it out from multiple women no what
06:12:09
Arsonno I okay different different needle yeah but I thought there so there's more than one blood in well I didn't I don't have both of them on me that would be
06:12:21
Brian Atlaslike no it's like inder crazy to bring one yeah but why I mean that's like a biohazard why would you it wasn't your blood was it I was I tried to do it on
06:12:32
Arsonmyself but I it it was like a really bad but why would you bring that to a podcast uh well it didn't have the needle on it that's like that's like those are just contain people wear BS of
06:12:43
Arsonblood on just her Essentials you know yeah what's in my what's in my purse and you did Blood play with a boyfriend or something was that you yeah
06:12:55
Arsonthat was that's what got Freddy Mercury hm that's what got Freddy Mercury those sorts of things true what do you mean got it EAS Freddy Mercury I don't do that stuff like all the time it's literally just like you it's not like I'm out here every day just like
06:13:08
Brian Atlasbloodletting this is just like once in a while Wednesday activity yeah exactly just when it comes up yeah like why what would compel you to bring like a
06:13:19
Brian Atlasbiohazard into like a podcast Studio it's well it was it's locked up how's it a biohazard was contained what do you mean so if you had depressed I don't know if depressed is the right no no no
06:13:29
ArsonI I sealed it with resin oh you sealed it yes did you candle yes yes if you were try to squeeze it nothing would come out that is a biohazard to be fair though if it was to break or something you know I mean so your intention with
06:13:43
Arsonthat wasn't to like come on and spray somebody with with it what no I had this crazy idea which I realized was absolutely insane
06:13:52
Arsonbut like I was like maybe we say it maybe we not say it on here keep in mind the
06:14:01
Arsonlaw yeah why don't you say it I was like what if we like performed a ritual like on the podcast like just start like playing music bring out the candles and
06:14:12
Meoweverything like H water in here get some Holly water in hereon he comes I that I reuk that re I was kidding about the last sentence but
06:14:25
Kikiyeah there we go down it's upside down there we go God that's even worse it's upside down no wait do that again I think we missed
06:14:37
Brian Atlas[Music] it all right well um protected you got to understand like so the reason I Disappeared back there for a little bit like I mean we were pretty
06:14:50
Brian Atlasclose to like just kicking you guys all off because like I mean people come on with like malicious intention and uh I mean it's plausible that somebody could try to
06:15:02
Brian Atlascome on and do some do something like really [ __ ] gnarly you know so no it was literally the raccoon girl that made me want to come on we were I was thinking
06:15:14
TTSof different ways I $200 can the former Jehovah Witness and purple Dalmation make a podcast together would be very intellectual and would
06:15:24
Brian Atlaswatch 100 me too but like literally the thought process there is like she has a syringe full of blood like from our point of view is like is she going to
06:15:34
Jaketry to like Splash it on me or Jake or like some [ __ ] like that heck no no that was never thought in my mind I think from from the initial gauge of your character it wouldn't be but but like it's a that is a ginormous red flag bringing that into a podcast I wouldn't
06:15:48
Skyrecommend doing it again yeah literally I went off camera and are like we may have to like but there was there's also like two in of things that are like against the terms of service for the SES I that you
06:16:00
Angelashowed it's it's one you don't have any malicious intent and it's very clear for I guess maybe me but it's like these are sort of signs and habits of people that could have malicious intent and that's kind of why you need to have a level of self-awareness where you don't want to
06:16:13
Angelahave people think that you are someone who could hurt someone else cuz I don't think you I think you're more a victim that gets hurt rather than someone who initially hurts yeah heck no I don't be out here hurting no one I mind my
06:16:24
Arsonbusiness and I just like you know stay with like my click you know so I don't know I don't I don't go out here causing being a menace to society most of the time not intentional flamethrower the
06:16:35
Angelathe knife experience and the vial of blood do give indications for everyone else being like something bad might happen basically yeah room room for growth perhaps room for growth could you pass
06:16:47
Ravenme the New Testament again actually she might yeah see and that's a part of maturing is just like becoming self-aware um especially because you don't know what other people a lot of
06:17:00
Arsonself awareness oh no you absolutely have zero self- awareness like if I had a aware of the fact that like what I'm I don't know but like in my personal opinion like just like I don't know I
06:17:12
Arsonthink things that are probably not okay are are okay have probably not the best decision-making skills I'm aware of the fact that it's like you know probably not the best but like I still feel inclined to do things I don't know how
06:17:25
Angelato describe that's a lack of self awareness it's a pattern of behavior that you're trying to deprogramming yourself told I have behavioral problems but compul the first step is to be aware of it and then the second step is to deprogram those bad behaviors that you
06:17:38
Brian Atlasmade into a pattern I don't know I think do you have anything else on you no it's already the end but I mean we uh anyways uh how wait how long much longer you going to wait for them Don know Brian oh
06:17:51
Brian AtlasI don't we're all caught up on all the chats and stuff I'm pretty sure but uh I mean we've guys we've implemented anyways whatever uh I'm I'm not going to linger I'm not going to linger on that anyways
06:18:02
Brian Atlaswe're going to wrap up the show uh guys go to twitch.tv whatever drop follow drop a prime sub if you have one twitch.tv if you have Amazon Prime you can link it to your Twitch quick free easy way to support the show every
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Brian Atlassingle month twitch.tv whatever thank you guys um are you down to do like 20 seconds of ASMR real quick since that's your thing what kind of ASMR do you like
06:18:24
Brian Atlasdo you SE 1500s plague doctor ASMR Bubonic plague doctor ASMR it's fatal the sores are all over your body um just make sure
06:18:36
Brian Atlasthat you're reconciled with God otherwise you might be tormented in hell where flamethrowers and miles of blood are present or whatever so yeah that was that was beautiful thank you people are
06:18:48
Ravenrelaxed by that stuff I yeah I guess I think it's also to get people like into a mood it's for my sort of content of ASMR more so like um I don't know parody I'm I'm going to check it out I'll get
06:19:00
Brian AtlasI'll get the details off you and check it out okay those of you on Twitch those of you who are on Twitch I'm going to raid stays saafe TV he's currently playing World of Warcraft classic season of Discovery uh those of you who are
06:19:12
Brian Atlaswatching on Twitch we will raid stays safe TV tell them whatever says hi and uh I'll send the raid over here I'll send that raid in just a sec are we forgetting anything Nick was there
06:19:25
Productionanything else that we had to that we had pulled up or we no couple Instagram and we oh H there
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Brian Atlaswas eh n we're going to WP uh wait actually [ __ ] it do wait okay I'm so curious I'm [ __ ] I don't know if we go there I just heard a
06:19:49
Brian Atlashonk outside I think they do do we go there yeah do we Kayla do we go there Kayla do we go there we go anywhere okay I had I was so curious cuz like I do little review of your guys' social media
06:20:02
Brian Atlasprofiles and and whatnot no it's nothing it's nothing crazy but like I I saw a picture of you when you were younger and then like I I was just curious and we'll pull just a comparison P put this on the other side put this on the other side I
06:20:15
Brian Atlaswas like yeah this is when I got kicked out and I was homeless okay next and then next photo next photo oh God God
06:20:27
Brian Atlasyou and then you know do you have a a face tattoo yeah I got that when I was 17 oh when you're 17 oh okay well that wait so I'm just like it's such a like difference in the uh like you've changed
06:20:39
Kaylayour style a lot so I'm curious like what happened that was cuz I had no money like before the first picture that was like I had that shirt that pairs of sweats and like maybe like three other
06:20:50
Jakeoutfits sleeping in my car so okay that's why okay have you have you consulted like many public services like social workers and especially with the
06:21:00
Kaylasituation with your mother um my U my aunt helps her tries to because it's in New York like and I don't live in New York where's does your mom live in
06:21:09
Brian AtlasSeattle no my mom sorry my mom lives in um New York and you live in Seattle yeah okay I wonder yo anybody in New York
06:21:20
Jakedown to like how's Kayla's mom I me at don't not kick oh you contacts in Social Services would be the best way to go though because they're they're pretty robust Social
06:21:31
JakeServices yeah New York have a soci right huh did she have a social worker is this assigned to her case I'll speak to you the show about it okay yeah we can
06:21:43
Brian Atlascut I was just curious you know this's a pretty big difference I guess but um anyways you think it's that big of a difference well I mean maybe you just didn't dress or I don't know more flamboyant now yeah like what I feel
06:21:54
Brian Atlaslike in some people's lives there's just like a moment like you you'll look at you'll look at like there's almost these memes sometimes where it's like before College after after college like someone goes to college and they become like
06:22:06
Brian Atlassuper woke sjw I'm not saying that's the case for you but they have like a total transformation in their physical appearance where they'll like just totally like they'll start doing Body Mod and like get totally blast in
06:22:17
Kaylatattoos and and uh I think it I think that picture was like right before got kicked out yeah but like I had I wasn't
06:22:26
Kaylaallowed to dye my hair or do anything so then I finally could okay and I did exactly what I wanted well there you have it folks um I'm pretty I think
06:22:36
Brian Atlaswe've hit over pretty much as much as we can here um big La matter support my nonprofit big labia matter you know got that girl who left she prefers giant
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Brian Atlascould have been anywhere in the world but you're here with me I appreciate that hold on did my RAID disappear oh [ __ ] sorry guys hold on a [ __ ] I'm gonna raid sorry guys one sec God damn it I don't know why [ __ ] give me 10
06:23:11
Brian Atlasseconds I'm going to raid say stay safe uh did I finish you could have been anywhere in the world but you're here with me I appreciate that thank you to everyone who super chats donates and supports the show we will be live again
06:23:22
Brian AtlasTuesday at 5:00 p.m. Pacific we got our boy Jake joining us once again that's good uh so that's going to be a good show and actually you know what we have a couple open uh an open spots on
06:23:34
Brian AtlasTuesday so if anybody's interested in hopping on any girls interested in hopping on the Tuesday panel if any of you are sticking around town want to hop on another panel we do have some open spaces on Tuesday so feel free to uh
06:23:45
Brian Atlastalk to uh me or Nick after the show uh any girls who want to be on the show like I said DM whatever on Instagram I'm rating stay safe on Twitch oh my God is
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Brian Atlasit [ __ ] not working holy [ __ ] God damn it [ __ ] hold on guys [ __ ] oh my god um does penis size matter while I'm trying to get this figured out guys yes
06:24:06
Kikiwhat the [ __ ] uh yes but not as much then it doesn't matter
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Brian Atlasthink n we won't do that four and a half one um I want to give a big thank you to the panel it was a certainly a unique panel it was a very big panel we
06:24:24
Brian Atlasnormally don't have that many people so uh all right I'm raing rated stay safe over on Twitch and uh last thing here okay guys 07s in the
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Brian Atlaschat 07s in the chat thank you guys for tuning in we'll be live again Tuesday got a good panel uh see you guys good night
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