01:51:31Naahad ass was they assassinated what was his name I don't want to repeat his name but I do I do understand what you're saying
01:51:42Brian Atlaswell he the the you wanted to get revenge because the uh the US had uh it was like an Iranian general or something correct okay
01:51:53Naaum and so is that was that actually the case were you in like you said you manic yeah I mean obviously that is the video I'm not denying what I'm saying right but but you said you going through some
01:52:06Naamental health issues so I'm just trying to like for sure yeah so um I was interviewed by multiple different doctors doctors that my attorney recommended as well as the states doctors uh Fric psychologists a lot of
01:52:18Naadifferent people in this experts that made the conclusion that basically what I was saying is jish and it wasn't honestly he has a very negative perception of what I believe in and I
01:52:31Naanever supported him I never want to support him anything like that but when you're in aaic s of point and I describe that more in so my book as well you have a lot of like specific delusions and
01:52:43Naahallucinations that feel super real to you and you're able to not able to comprehend what's real and what's not which is why I really like these red and blue bills The Matrix listen to
01:52:54TiffanyKanye yeah I listen to Kanye sometimes but girl I'm not sure how that relates aware you were no yay is about like bipolar being being bipolar yeah the
01:53:04Brian Atlasalbum yay um I actually kind of really like that song right are you bipolar no no okay um
01:53:14Naaso let's see here uh like for manic I mean like um I describe it in like different uh interviews as well but I really thought I was playing a role in a
01:53:26Naamovie like different I was playing different scenes yeah for example we had a caride conversation uh we had certain discussions and you know nothing against
01:53:36Naahim but because I was so like Manic and already off my medication and these medications are you know they're antis psychotic so when you don't take when you go cold turkey on them it's way
01:53:47Naaworse than not taking them so it was like um kind of hard with that as well so anything he said honestly just made me angry inside and you know um for example whenever we were in the casinos
01:53:59Naaum whenever I would see the sloth machines it would be like U like it would cause me to have head fog and kind of like I don't know what's the best way to describe it kind of like Paparazzi
01:54:10Nila Shakelike with the lights and everything so did this like manic episode that you have like did it last only throughout the day or was it like a couple days uh honestly I was manic probably
01:54:22Naathe whole time I moved there 2 weeks before and I didn't get complete Clarity until 3 weeks after I was in jail which is why I had a competency hearing to
01:54:32Naamake sure that I was um mentally stable to stand in trial okay so okay and so uh let's
01:54:44Brian Atlassee I don't know the I know it's a lot of information yeah yeah well you provided something in your pre-show notes to us which I don't know if I cuz I feel like this is a very there's a lot of gravity to this situation so I
01:54:57Brian Atlasdon't know how but you said that when the police were interviewing you interrogating you you had
01:55:07Brian Atlasa I can't believe I'm actually saying this you had a butt plug in and you asked multiple times to remove it and they said no while they were that's very
01:55:17Naatrue yes okay wait did that clip did that clip show they didn't report on it but it was like on the like complete video
01:55:27Naacoverage that was like on the case but they didn't release it okay and so uh you
01:55:36Kikihad grid One Motorsports donated $100 gentlemen remember Thou shalt carry concealed with One in the Chamber and do not date above six crazy feel like the
01:55:48KikiSlick Persian is probably rethinking that Sisterhood comment from earlier no Nila any thoughts on that i' still
01:55:57Naaprotect her okay um I appreciate that you wrote a book about it I think you mentioned how many copies has it sold every book signing I've had we've sold
01:56:07Naaout all the books so about 50 copies in a day do you did the guy sue you no he actually
01:56:18Naalike at the sentencing which is like the last court hearing uh where I apologized and was able to express what was going on mentally more to the judge coming from zero criminal background and
01:56:30Naaeverything with my education and my family and he forgave me and he actually said he didn't want to pursue charges and you know that kind of gave me a sense of relief obviously I'm going to regret the situation for the rest of my
01:56:42Naalife nothing I can I don't have a time machine sorry I don't but uh it did kind of put me at ease knowing that he did forgive me in the end so I think that left that a very positive not did you
01:56:54Naahave to pay any restitution to him I don't know you you don't know I don't know I don't pay any restitution to him but I do have to pay for my probation and court fees and everything like that
01:57:05Brian Atlasokay um what so I don't know if you really cuz I had to step away there I don't know if you really explain kind of so you met him on this dating app you guys met up at the
01:57:15Naahotel uh you guys proceeded to start having sex or was he was he tied up um so before we even like before he even
01:57:26Naapicked me up we already had like conversations on uh Snapchat and text messages and he was really into experimenting and he told me he'd likes some a female domination and you know
01:57:37Naawith J's ear like me I love experimenting why not you know some men are into it some not some girls will into it some not you know you never know so he was okay with like using sex toys
01:57:48Naaa blindfold and you know I have those conversations and given that perspective I think it kind of provides a layer of context of the situation as well
01:57:59Naaobviously I don't think having a kink of stabbing somebody in the middle of sex during night isn't is definitely not something that should be acceptable
01:58:09El (Ellie)obviously um and the neck did you go into the date with that pre like notion that you were going to like hurt him is that your phone no can
01:58:21Brian Atlasyou just no like clear it off the table and move the mic move that mic into the corner please go ahead yeah no I didn't have any like preset Notions but again I
01:58:32Naawas in a very bad uh mental set of point and you know I describe this specific delusions and hallucinations but unless you do have like those specific conditions like bipolar and schizophrenia it's very hard to like say
01:58:45Naait like I would look at a sky like for example the sky is blue but if somebody who is hallucinating see the sky as pink and they're like oh the sky is blue and you're like no the sky is pink I 100%
01:58:57Brian Atlasbelieve that did that video I was kind of focusing on something else the video that we showed did it show the weapon did it show the weapon in that video the pink knife did I send the wrong video
01:59:08Nila ShakeI'm not sure did you bring your own knife or who called 911 hold on you just tied up um we both called
01:59:18Brian Atlas911 I thought did I send the wrong [ __ ] video no is it in the video oh can you pull it up really quick this so this is the the
01:59:28Naaweapon correct okay um that you use to stab him my neck's starting to hurt chill out um um it was for protection honestly
01:59:40Naalike I had a lot of people tell me like Vegas is crazy like you you're always going to have some kind of something on you to make sure you don't get into situations that are going to be
01:59:51Brian Atlasunfortunate so you you got him in the neck like was it a graze or how did you was it a slit or a stab it was more like a I described that as I said stab when I
02:00:03Brian Atlastalked to the police but it was more like a poke if I had if I had to describe it a poke yes with a knife okay um how many times did you was
02:00:15Naait just a singular poke it was twice twice okay is he okay yeah um he we didn't go to the hospital and yeah he's
02:00:25Brian Atlasfine um oh I don't I don't know if he's fine but so you from my knowledge did you penetrate did you penetrate his skin
02:00:36Naayes did he bleed a lot how much was he bleeding a lot honestly like it's kind of hard for me to remember all the details I'm like still a little bit foggy from it but from what I can like
02:00:49Brian Atlasremember I don't think there was much okay um so my understanding is that you and I don't know at what point this occurred in some of the news articles I wrote it said that you were committed to a psych
02:01:01Naafacility is that correct yeah I was in a mental health Institution for 10 days immediately after the attack no a week before Oh a week before the attack a week before yeah you were in no sorry a
02:01:13Brian Atlasweek before I moved to Vegas which would be like four weeks before the attack okay um so four weeks before the attack for 10 days that's a very long time to be in
02:01:25Naaa psych facility correct yeah um what was your diagnosis bipolar schizophrenia depression anxiety and PTSD okay I see
02:01:37Naaand so and they gave you medications I'm assuming did you stop taking the medications and then yeah and when I started more talking more about my conditions and everything I connected
02:01:48Naawith a lot of people that had specific um delusions that I also had for example I really thought that pills were kind of kind of like hurt my creativity or I had a delusion that the pills were poison so
02:02:00Naait wasn't that me consciously being like [ __ ] the pills like right you know like I'm not justifying it I'm just like providing context of like that's what was going on in my mind and that's why I
02:02:11Brian Atlasreally wanted like went off my meds essentially were you and so there was a question of your competency correct when
02:02:20Naait came to the criminal case um were you you were deemed competent correct uh after 3 weeks yes after 3 weeks I couldn't remember what was going what
02:02:30Naawas happened after the event I had to hear from my attorneys okay and I had to be stable on that medication for 3 weeks for it to like start working it's not like you take a pill one day and it
02:02:40Naastarts working but you you didn't like plead insanity or something like that um no I mean there's a lot of legal jargon to it like I took a guilty guilty
02:02:51Brian Atlaspleague so yeah you pled or was it no contest or it was guilty okay yeah well cuz like you can sometimes in a plea agreement you plead no contest so it's
02:03:02Brian Atlasnot necessarily an admission of guilt but you plead I don't know if it's noo candre and I've heard of it um but I
02:03:11Brian Atlasdon't that wasn't sure yeah so you got uh you didn't go to prison though okay you got 36 months of probation for attempted murder
02:03:22Naaum oh actually I like the clork that my tentor murder charge was dropped and my new okay it was false imprisonment which is what I'm your initial charge was
02:03:33Brian Atlasattempt and murder you pled to two counts of false imprisonment was it yeah okay um I'm going to just say it if you had
02:03:43Brian Atlasbeen a man like if we reversed the genders if you had been a man and you stabbed a woman on a date in the neck twice if everything about your case was
02:03:54Naathe same but it had been a man doing it he'd be in prison for a very very long time I like to disagree you you think so yeah because there's a lot of different
02:04:05Naafactors that went into my case I had Z zero cam history I graduated at number three in my class 4.0 in college from Berkeley I had a I had a very amazing family
02:04:17Naaeducated I come from a really good background and that I wasn't even like I was not even suspended in school nothing like dress code nothing so it was um all mental health issues essentially all the
02:04:29Brian Atlasthings you listed aside perhaps from your lack of criminal history that doesn't really change the gravitas of squirrel donated
02:04:39Kiki$100 regardless of mental health Etc pure failure of our government should have been deported back home by Homeland Security immediately how is this Psycho
02:04:50Naastill here minimum I actually have a good response for this sure go ahead so um they act I actually interviewed with Homeland and they did a whole investigation on me Homeland Security yeah and you know they're very good I
02:05:03Naamean sure they had everything they had my phone everything I've ever searched in my life like no doubt in their like you know waste investigate and they found zero evidence of anything tying me
02:05:13Brian Atlasto terrorism or any organization or the guy that I named in that night do you so like because I I think I saw a couple things online and some people want to
02:05:24Brian Atlaspaint you as a terrorist um because you committed this act of violence on a US citizen in the
02:05:33Kikiname uh as revenge for the killing of an Iranian general grid One Motorsports donated $100 plug assassin all you want but plug we should laugh we should if
02:05:46Kikiyou had been a man you would be in jail right now life literally on easy mode you said you had a specific response did you respond to the yeah the with the
02:05:58Brian Atlasterrorism threats yeah did you respond already or yeah I thought yeah I mean related to what grid One Motorsports here say in addition to what I already
02:06:07Brian Atlassaid if it was a man in your position exact same context exact same uh circumstance probably not getting 36 years of pro or excuse me 36 months of
02:06:18Brian Atlasprobation probably doing a prison sentence and arguably charged as a terrorist yeah I would think you would need evidence to charge somebody with terrorism well the evidence is in the
02:06:30Naabody C the body worn just because somebody says something in a manic state of point doesn't mean that they are actually associated with that that's fair let's just say for example somebody's having a manic episode and
02:06:41Brian Atlasthey say some white supremacist stuff and they don't even believe in that but because they're in aaic state of point they said that you can't I don't know I'm not I'm not an attorney in the state of Nevada so I don't know what would constitute or I'm not familiar with
02:06:54Brian Atlasfederal law because I assume an act of terrorism would be uh that' be pursued prosecuted on the federal level uh in any case removing the terrorist component I would say that a man in the
02:07:06Tiffanyexact same position stabbing a woman on a from a dating app that [ __ ] is going to prison wait when they test you for these like mental disorders how do they know if
02:07:16Naathat you're faking it or not I mean doctors that my attorneys recommended and also the doctors from the the state of Nevada
02:07:27Naathe basically the prosecutors also concluded that as well as me being diagnosed with those conditions before the incident event occurred so it wasn't
02:07:37Noelthat were you diagnosed sorry when were you diagnosed with bipolar and schizophrenia at the mental institution that I was in at okay so it was like right before that happened when you like
02:07:47Naafound out right so like backd thing I got diagnosed back then and as well as when I was 18 okay because I was I had a traumatic event let's just put it that
02:07:59Naaway and so that kind of led to my PTSD and 18 is whenever I first started hallucinating female privilege how how
02:08:09Brian Atlasold are your name 23 okay you got a very light sentence I think well I disagree I don't
02:08:19Brian Atlasknow if you stab something body with a knife I don't care how clean your no criminal record no criminal history that's a prison sentence in my
02:08:33Brian Atlasin Brian's sense of justice well but the woke district attorney in Las Vegas disagrees I think
02:08:45Kikilike I said I think there's more facts that a case than just like No Lack of criminal history G one Motorsports donated $100 looks like I need to burn some more
02:08:56Kikicash had you been a military age male you would be in a very dark place not in a hospital own the fact that your sex gained you privilege or
02:09:08NaaSTFU I stand my firm belief that it could have been any gender and there's no evidence you can guarantee me 100% that if the same case occurred with a
02:09:18Kikidifferent gender it would have been a different circumstance donated 99 oh my God there is significantly higher rates of genital herpes infections for
02:09:27Kikiimmigrants who commit violent crimes using sharp objects look into it I did not know that statistics that's
02:09:36Brian Atlasan J Butler he's very big on the herpes conversation he loves to uh bring it up you can't find it
02:09:46NaaMadison uh okay um [ __ ] I think I missed a couple of the chats record I am compl and I do get tested but I don't believe that's very true well thank you for the
02:09:56Brian Atlasclarification um Mass maybe it's in the can you look at the here just Madison come back down I'll find
02:10:05Kikiit oh okay whatever um well okay Las Vegas exact same J hold on I got some modest heima donated
02:10:15Kiki$0000 major W Brian getting rid of disrespect imagine not straight to getma because woman but men have all the Privileges right because when I was
02:10:26Kikiyounger I was saade I was able to claim mental health issues what has this country come to I will say there's it's definitely a
02:10:37Brian Atlasgynocentric justice system you know you often hear talks about you know there's a dispar so there is a disparity in sentencing between men and women in the US it's eight times greater than the
02:10:49Brian Atlasdisparity in sentencing which you you often hear about this the dispar the excuse me the disparity in sentencing between white and black men in the
02:10:57Brian AtlasUS you often hear these statistics that um uh the the comparison between white
02:11:05Brian Atlasand black men uh being a being evidence of a racial bias or systemic racism but the disparity is eight times greater between men and
02:11:18Brian Atlaswomen and so couldn't you make the argument that that the that there's systemic r or
02:11:26Brian Atlasexcuse me systemic sexism against men because of the the insane disparity um I think I have some stats here men as
02:11:35Brian Atlascompared to women get 63% higher prison sentences they're more likely to be sentenced given equal amount of evidence more likely to be charged in the first place more likely to be arrested in the
02:11:47Brian Atlasfirst place more likely to receive the death sentence 20 times more likely to be killed by the police uh so definitely I definitely think it's a gynocentric justice system
02:11:59Brian AtlasI would say also again this is different I don't know if do you know who Jonathan copen [ __ ] I can't pronounce his name Jonathan copenhaver am I saying it right I do not
02:12:10Brian Atlasrecall War Machine Nick can you pull up the Wikipedia tab um this was in Vegas in the exact same County uh granted he was with some
02:12:21Brian Atlasdifferent things um he's serving a life sentence for R kidnapping domestic battery and other charges um I think he
02:12:34Brian Atlaswas initially wait Nick can you pull it back up actually can you scroll down scroll down scroll down a bit to the Chart uh up up up up just the charges here
02:12:48Brian Atlasconvictions okay so he was not con okay you got a lot of [ __ ] convictions there he beat up his girl ex-girlfriend and another dude obviously very different I don't want to like do a
02:13:00Brian Atlascomparison he's doing uh life in prison with a possibility of parole after 36 years
02:13:09Naagranted again his crimes were very different but that's a pretty gnarly difference I do think that the case is
02:13:19Brian Atlasvery different but also like the fact that I did same district attorney though exact same Las I think was it Clark County correct yeah that
02:13:29Brian Atlaswas tried in Clark County um life in prison he beat up and assaulted his ex-girlfriend and his new her new
02:13:40Naaboyfriend or whatever terrible crime I'm I'm not trying to bring levity to that and for he did consent and there was no sa in that situation for sure um what
02:13:51Brian Atlaswhat war machine did absolutely terrible um I don't know what's worse I don't know but this is a very different in the
02:14:01Brian Atlassame jurisdiction in the exact same the exact same district attorney you have two very different outcomes again I he might have had a bit of a criminal history I don't know all the details
02:14:13Brian Atlashe uh the the crimes committed were different what he did was in very very [ __ ] up but um and also I
02:14:24Naajust wanted to put it out there um with my mental health issues and what I said to the police that's why they charged me with attempted murder I asked my attorney hey like if I didn't say those things afterwards what would be my
02:14:37NaaChargers and they said it would just be a battery two battery chargers because of what I said they um basically charged me with into the murder and burgly was
02:14:47Naabecause it happened at a hotel so not providing justification for it but I do think that because of my mental state of point and having a clean um criminal
02:14:58Naahistory with my educational background I volunteered a lot I volunteered for the Make A Wish Foundation sure so a lot of impact on the community and didn't have like a record
02:15:08Kikion my You Know M donated $99 there are dozens of cases you can find with a 5minute Google search that disproves her feeling on the topic there are Niche cases where the man didn't got
02:15:21Kikito jail however majority received a minimum of 5 years sentence also this looks like a trend Blaster I'm not sure what a oh this
02:15:32Brian Atlaslooks like a trend last year is that what he's trying to say um I'm actually not understanding what it's saying well I feel like perhaps it's not fair to me
02:15:43Brian Atlasto compare it to the Jonathan I can't pronounce his last cop andher War Machine thing because very different crimes um I'd be curious to see like how
02:15:55Brian Atlasthe district attorney in Clark County in Las Vegas is charging like what the outcome is when it comes to sentencing for men who have
02:16:05Brian Atlasdone who got charged initially with attempted murder and if they also got off on probation that's just what I'd be curious to know but I don't know yeah
02:16:16Naaagain I'm not an attorney but I do know there was a news article by um LV like criminal review it was like a attorney's website where they explained sure the circumstances of the sentencing
02:16:29Nila Shakeand the facts of my case and how that led to my sentencing specifically okay so check it out I'm curious that what point were you in a
02:16:40Nila Shakelike I guess sane State of Mind to recognize what you did because or I guess just like when that episode ended and you were just like this is like when you finally realized what you did and
02:16:51Naathat you weren't shooting movie scenes and stuff anymore right so like 3 weeks into it which is when I was released from jail because I was able to pass the competency hearing oh okay so you didn't
02:17:03Naareally realize even when I was in custody I thought the movie scene just continued in jail and we're shooting orange as new black oh [ __ ] okay yeah yeah so you believed you were like in a
02:17:15Naafilm the whole time yeah and every scene was different for example um custody was the orange as a new block and whenever uh we were in the hotel I thought I was
02:17:27Naaplaying different roles whenever I was interrogated by the police I thought I was playing Carrie from Homeland and this is some kind of like spy movie I'm doing and that's kind of why I said what
02:17:39NaaI said obviously it's not like I can't take my words back it is what it is it is on tape but I can provide context of what was going on in my mind at that
02:17:48Nila Shakepoint for me to say that you know um um did you like did you ever in your past have manic episodes or was this like the first one you've ever had or do you did
02:18:00NaaI've definitely had past manic episodes especially because I was you know um not competing with my treatment as well as
02:18:10Naawhenever I did have a um traumatic experience when I was 18 and um would love your thoughts on this but in Persian Community it's often really hard to talk about those experience es of
02:18:21Nila Shaketrauma and you're often like shamed for it okay um I guess we have to change top because it might
02:18:28Nila ShakeT do you all want to get married someday yes yes yes yes yes absolutely do do you guys all want to have kids too
02:18:38Nila Shakeyeah yes yes well I guess we already kind of answered this like what's your type but what what do you think is a
02:18:47Nila Shakemarriageable man H he has to love God yeah can we go the table yeah let's go around the table with that um I think
02:18:57Nila Shakemarriageable man is a high valued man and one who is constantly growing mentally So within his mindset spiritually with always with God
02:19:07Kikifinancially his money um physically so he's always staying fit and one who values his family and friends whiskey squirrel donated
02:19:17Kiki$100 nothing was real until she beat the the system and saw an opportunity to profit from her crime by writing a book she's just telling her story man
02:19:29NaaI'm telling my story but for the record I'm also partnering up with the national Mental Health Alliance so 100% other the pro proceeds after expenses does go to their organization that's great super
02:19:40Nila Shakecool okay yeah continue and um like I said and family and friends I think if he has majority of those things that's a marriageable man do you want to be like
02:19:50Nila Shakea stay home wife and mom when you're older uh no so right now like I is the stage where I want to get my working done with but obviously once I have children those are going to be that's going to be my main priority yeah so if
02:20:03Naawork does get in the way I will easily cut off work mhm yeah but for you um I don't really have a said definition honestly I like to see um what like
02:20:15Naathey're bringing to the table maybe like they're short on some ends but longer on the other pun not intended but um you know es especially like hanging out for a really long time
02:20:27Naabecause they might be a whole package have all the check marks but when we hang out for more than like 3 dayses they're they're no longer like giv the same Vibe so I think there's a lot of context that goes into that are you in a
02:20:39El (Ellie)relationship right now I forgot sorry I'm single right now oh okay um something my dad actually said like a
02:20:49El (Ellie)recommendation for like marrying a guy is like you can really have fun with anyone like you can go out drink have a good time and it he was like oh the thing that actually means something is
02:21:02El (Ellie)like someone that's there for you like in the hard times someone you know that's you know just consistently there you know I think also too just through like my parents are divorced and stuff
02:21:14El (Ellie)you just have to have someone that you always have fun with you know as well keep it keep it alive keep it fun definitely
02:21:25Tiffanythat Tiffy um someone who doesn't drink or smoke and can provide do you drink when you go up no no wait someone who doesn't drink or smoke and can provide yeah what was the question what's your
02:21:38Nila Shakeuh what do you think is a marriageable man oh marriageable man okay cuz I was about to say like you're 18 you probably don't give a [ __ ] about right now if a guy can provide well right now do you would you prefer if your boyfriend or
02:21:50Brian Atlaswhatever does doesn't drink or smoke too well yeah yeah yeah but like you're 18 you're probably most of your people you're dating are probably college guys who don't have a job
02:22:01Brian Atlasso we're talking about marit man I know I know but I was just curious like if if that's also the case like right now like you're look I can't imagine like most college girls are like looking for a guy to
02:22:12Nila Shakeprovide because they can't well the question was marriageable no I know but I'm asking is it also the case that you're looking for that okay that's I feel like that's a great thing though to
02:22:23Nila Shakefind your partner like a serious committed long-term partner in the time when you're in college because ultimately you're going to be there for someone when they have nothing and when they have something in the future
02:22:38Noeltoo word um well I guess a marriageable man to me would be someone that's religious someone family oriented someone that's loyal that's the big biggest thing for me I'm very I'm
02:22:51Noelstrictly monogamous and I expect the same from my partner um and someone you know that can provide it's not necessarily about the money but obviously to have a successful family
02:23:02Noelthe wife should be able to stay at home with the children and that's I want to be in a situation where that could happen did you see your recent ex-boyfriend as like someone that was
02:23:12Noelpossibly like potentially marriage material yeah he he was a great guy um like I can't deny that he was very good to me very kind um really hard worker like I said he had
02:23:23Noelthree jobs um but he just didn't check that aspect of monogamy
02:23:31Brian Atlasyeah just just go um okay uh oh I didn't finish up what I'm looking for in a girl so I think we talked about the plastic surgery [ __ ] uh yeah don't like plastic
02:23:44Brian Atlassurgery um oh yeah you at oh I remember where we left okay you were talking about you asked me what about a nose job and you're like I'm
02:23:55Brian Atlasthinking about getting a nose job and I said no your nose looks fine then her not you but the girl who was sitting there was like H this conversation's boring when I'm trying to compliment you
02:24:07Nila Shakeon your your nose is fine she had a shot to make it better what's that she had a shot to make it more entertaining yeah the Roman Empire stay in her bedroom and never come out Empire
02:24:20Brian Atlasthat's what she does she [ __ ] does off and she's degenerate okay um let's see much money she makes bro she funny I'm just like what's that I just I want
02:24:31Nila Shaketo ask I wanted to ask her how much money she made uh basic it was so like it was such a degenerate conversation too cuz she like got up and she was like I have more followers than you like
02:24:43Brian Atlaswhich isn't true I mean I'm like I don't I wish I didn't respond the way I did cuz I like know what I like I know that's not true I have I have no
02:24:53Brian Atlasbut it's like it's like uh it actually is not true and I don't I'm not like I never would brag in that way like oh I've got more followers than you like that's so [ __ ] lame but I was like I
02:25:06El (Ellie)was more upset that she was just factually incorrect so that that was like so IM she was a child like she just gave child
02:25:16El (Ellie)behavior did she have like contacts in yeah okay I would did the big black I couldn't tell I thought that was her eyes for real to I was like made sure to check that's super creepy I was well why
02:25:28Brian Atlasdidn't see because her [ __ ] hair is just covering her her [ __ ] so what a interesting she surprised me as someone who would do only Fano for some
02:25:40Nila Shakereason really n i she's exactly the [ __ ] type of I didn't get that from her vibe though like she seemed super UMX terrible
02:25:51Nila Shakea terrible person the minute she said like FES I was that's she was goes are you part of the lgbtq community she Tiffany wanted the
02:26:02Brian Atlassmoke Tiffany want well I think she originally she actually was originally triggered when you said something about the FW and I could see she was a little bit yeah already on edge from that but yeah she was trolling I think I probably
02:26:15Noellike as as soon as I called her out on the [ __ ] [ __ ] tomagotchi thing when she was what is that it's like this take care of an animal it was like a keychain thing that You' put on your book bag in school and like kids would
02:26:28Brian Atlasjust play it you just like take care of it's like a Game Boy but like this it's dedicated to one game and you take care of like a pet it's like yeah just Google that [ __ ] I'm feeding my to my got she I
02:26:39Brian Atlaswas like what nah she came to troll she for sure came to troll but it's just like Brian what is this on your your back your neck oh I got my back's
02:26:49Brian Atlashurting so so it's it's a it's like a massage tool yeah just wait Brian yeah I have a gift for you oh what is it a
02:26:58Brian Atlasknife oh my God I thought oh it's your your book oh yeah I told you bring a signed copy oh thank you thank you I'm definitely not going to read this but thank you very much that's very nice why
02:27:11Brian Atlasdid you say that what do you mean I'm just honest like you are she didn't messed me and you were like yeah bring a copy English is my second language so like I'm pretty much illiterate no I'm just kidding I'm kidding no well thank you very much I appreciate the gift who
02:27:24Brian Atlasbrought the cake by the way was that you I did yeah oh she brought a cake maybe we should show that to the maybe we should just put it right there can you put that on the seat over there thank you very much though that's that's nice of you um what was I going to say uh oh
02:27:36Brian Atlasmy type oh the video I got to play you guys the Bowing video because this is this is a mar Nick come on f11 bro come on come on
02:27:47Brian Atlasdude uh scroll up make it big please yeah a one more I think should be fine just scroll down just a tad yeah that's
02:27:57Brian Atlasfine okay boom [ __ ] bow do you see the bow that's respect to her husband yeah yeah
02:28:07Brian Atlassee this is like a maid no no no this is a this is a housewife this is a wife not even made correctly you wouldn't do this for your marriageable provider husband
02:28:18Brian Atlasno what would you do not going to open doors for him that's weird no what about the bow though hold on wait for the bow watch the bow again wait for the
02:28:29Brian Atlasbow wait what wait for it that's autistic wait for boom look at the [ __ ] holy [ __ ] can we that's [ __ ] dope dude Rafael's comment hell
02:28:39Brian Atlasno uh what could we read Raphael's comment the video on the Bowing video oh I don't know um you wouldn't
02:28:51KikiAB Che thank you for the gifted 20 memberships so wait you wouldn't bow you wouldn't do that no for your husband no why one motorport donated $100 would do
02:29:03Kikithat be purposeful when dating for marriage just fun does not cut it marriages take work on both sides and are built not bought after 17 years of
02:29:14Kikimarriage I still compare all women to my wife and find them lacking take your time be better that was beautiful grid One Motorsports thank you thank you what did that have to do with anything what do you guys
02:29:26El (Ellie)think about that bowing video though like that's pretty gangst that's like dope right yeah it was so valid would you would you bow would never bow I'm kidding I would never you wouldn't bow
02:29:38Nila Shakethat's a weird I think she's trolling jeez if a guy was providing for me paying for everything didn't make me have to work a day in my life I would bow once a day well yeah if you want
02:29:49Brian Atlasthat kind of treatment like you got to be the provider like you got to be yeah like all bills paid for everything paid for she stay at home that's that's how you can get that treatment I think I
02:30:00El (Ellie)don't I don't know I I think I don't even then the guy is doing pain for don't think I would ever like be in a position where the man was just providing for me like I feel like I
02:30:11Brian Atlaswould also want to work do you want kids yeah how many kids do you want two do you want to be working while you're pregnant and like afterward yeah I think that's fine that's fine um
02:30:24Brian Atlaswhat about you my mom did it do you want that's no that's totally fine what about you what do you want you want kids marriage right how many kids do you want
02:30:34El (Ellie)two two it's not enough but okay um what's enough yeah what is enough if you're a man for me that doesn't get pregnant for me we're going we're going until we have
02:30:48Brian Atlasthree sons I don't care if we have Seven Daughters we we keep going till we get you have two brothers huh do you have two brothers like are you a three I don't have I don't have any brothers
02:30:59Brian Atlassadly are you are you in only child no I have a sister younger or older younger I it'd be dope if I had Brothers though I love my sister don't get me
02:31:10Brian Atlaswrong but I feel like my my Army is weak because I don't have brothers does that does does that that make sense to the chat do you know what
02:31:21Brian AtlasI mean I don't do you know what I mean like my my like you need a bro no it's not even about that it's like if I need to go to war legally some in some other context I
02:31:33Tiffanywant brothers does that pull up the chat does that make sense to you guys in the chat Nick can you pull up the chat yeah you want friends huh you want friends oh my god dude what was that
02:31:44Brian Atlassorry that was my phone okay um friends you can't really rely on I mean you can to some degree family is different like blood is blood is
02:31:55Brian Atlasdifferent like friends you you grow apart but family no like blood is very important yeah so you want blood friends do you get what I chat do you get what I get he wants I mean he wants Brothers
02:32:07Brian Atlaswait what she said You Want Blood friends I mean if that's how you want to categorize it but my brother's my blood friend
02:32:16Kikihuh good talk Tiffany um good talk talk I don't know where where we were uh donated
02:32:25Brian Atlas$99 white two pack waving red flags #b to your Sensei LOL e do you have a response to wait what did they say they called you white tup your red flags he
02:32:37El (Ellie)wants you to Bow can we see a bow will this no are you down to just like do a bow right now like stand up and do a bow like for why just for funs for funsies for funsies
02:32:50El (Ellie)I don't know like what is the what do you guys think I I think she should do it should I bow I say [ __ ] it I'm not bowing to anyone no I'm just I'm bowing to myself right wait you're you're telling her no no I said yes yeah oh she
02:33:02Nila ShakeI should bow you should let's see a bow shall I shall I you might like it try show us I think I should practice try it out okay here comes the bow try it you might like
02:33:12Brian Atlasit it would I give it a B minus it's good it needs a bit work oh that's a curtsy okay now we're now we're talking
02:33:21El (Ellie)like some Game of Thrones [ __ ] yeah maybe I got I got it maybe actually I kind of liked it maybe I would bow for my husband here Tiffany show us a bow come on
02:33:32El (Ellie)no it it feels kind of good like I just like it loen it's super feminine right it's not feminine it's just like it's super
02:33:42Brian Atlasfeminine it's like what it's like a maid I don't know why wait so just question just a question for you so you do you want to be a stay-at-home mom no you don't no that's not very based of
02:33:54Tiffanyyou what do you mean what do you want to do lawyer you want to be a lawyer yeah
02:34:04Brian Atlasper I'm going to I thought you were didn't you say you were like super tra and conser or well I suppose you can be conservative and become a lawyer but I thought you viewed yourself in like super tra in a super TRD sort of way
02:34:16Tiffanywhat's Trad tradition traditional oh like Trad life no no so you don't want a guy to be a provider then I want to have my own
02:34:27Tiffanycareer but also know that if I stop working I am going to be provided for life on easy mode isn't that convenient why not live life on easy mode if it's provided for you do do you think that they like take
02:34:39Brian Atlasadvantage of being a girl do you think let me ask you a question what traits do you think you need to cultivate in order to become a successful attorney traits well first off what kind of attorney do
02:34:50Brian Atlasyou want to be litigation attorney I'm thinking like criminal defense or prosecution defense okay question so what kind of traits do you need to have as an
02:35:02Brian Atlasattorney here do you you want me to help out a little bit sure disagreeable do you agree with that in order to be an attorney you need to be disagreeable that's one of the Big Five personality
02:35:13Brian Atlastraits agreeableness do you need to be um argumentative MH okay do you think that these traits make for a good
02:35:25Tiffanypartner everyone has a masculine and feminine side okay what do you consider yourself more masculine or feminine like both but I mean don't you think I can bring
02:35:37Brian Atlasdifferent sides of myself depending on the environment okay yeah so okay
02:35:49Tiffanyso no bowing I get it okay that's fine that's fine um bowing is pretty mask the girl's still doing the work like she's carrying your child for like 9 months
02:36:00Brian Atlascooking food that still work oh but I thought you said you don't want to clean or cook didn't you say that you don't want to like clean or whatever no I'm saying like why does the girl have to
02:36:11Brian Atlasbow when she's also doing work at home what do you mean like no this this video depicts and obviously like it's
02:36:21Brian Atlasexaggerated to some degree yeah and the guy's being a [ __ ] I think the guy's treatment there is not good he's just throwing stuff around throwing stuff that's not cool however the woman's
02:36:32Brian Atlastreatment that's like super submissive a lot of guys would be find that very appealing do you find that appealing absolutely okay it's super rare though
02:36:44El (Ellie)like you'd want your wife to like bow to you when you walk in wouldn't you rather them like dab you up like no no no no that's way too masculine oh for real what about like a hug a girl dapping
02:36:55Brian Atlaswhat's up bro what's up bro and then we do like the CH so valid huh what about like a hug and a smile guys want to feel respected in
02:37:05Brian Atlastheir relationships he can feel respected in his work environment yeah you wouldn't respect like and but so a about like that's again this is obviously culturally something that's very different like bowing is something
02:37:17Brian Atlasyou typically see in Asian cultures right um yeah that's why I hate it in certain Asian cultures not not all Asian cultures but I have to bow down to like my my mom's friends your mom's friends you have to bow to your mom's friends
02:37:30Brian Atlasreally yeah do you show us the bow show us the bow no I'm not doing that okay all right um she is bowing
02:37:41Brian AtlasPTSD just saying oh related to this related to this then we're going to get into height Nick can you pull up that not the hold on before you pull it uh it's the news article from the 50s this
02:37:51Brian Atlasis a home this is some gangster [ __ ] you got it I'm going to have Nila read it oh God I have bad
02:38:00Brian Atlaseyesight can you so this is from a this is an extract from a 1950s home economics book tips to look after your husband Nick you're going to have to
02:38:11Nila Shakescroll it up big for us so we can read it um okay so why don't you read the have dinner ready okay have dinner ready plan ahead even
02:38:22Nila Shakethe night before to have a delicious meal on time this is a way of letting him know that you have been thinking about him and are concerned about his needs most men are hungry when they come
02:38:32Nila Shakehome and the prospects of a good meal are part of the warm welcome needed uh continue reading okay prepare yourself take 15 minutes to rest so you'll be refreshed when he arrives touch up your
02:38:44Nila Shakemakeup put on a ribon put up a ribbon in your hair and be fresh looking he has just been with a lot of work weary people be a little gay and a little more interesting I think gay meant something
02:38:57Nila Shakedifferent that's what it mean it means happy back then his boring day may need a lift clear away the cut clutter make one last trip through the main part of the house just before your husband
02:39:09Nila Shakearrives Gathering up the school books toys paper Etc then run up a run up a dust cloth over the tables your husband will feel he has reached a a Haven of
02:39:19Nila Shakeand and order and it will give you give you a lift too oh yeah the next next yeah you pick the person with the worst eyesight all right um prepare the children take a few
02:39:31Nila Shakeminutes to wash the children's hands and faces if they are small comb their hair and if necessary change their clothes there are they are little treasures and he would like to see them playing the
02:39:42Nila Shakepart okay minimize all noise at the time of his arrival eliminate all noise of washer dryer dishwasher or vacuum try to encourage the children to be quiet be
02:39:54Nila Shakehappy to see him greet him with a warm smile and be glad to see him no bowing here um some don'ts don't greet him with problems or complaining don't complain if he's late for dinner count this as a
02:40:06Nila Shakeminor compared as minor compared with what he might have gone through the day make him comfortable have him lean back in a comfortable chair or oh [ __ ] suggest he
02:40:18Nila Shakelie down in the bed bedroom have a cool or warm drink ready for him AR arrange his pillow and offer to take off his shoes speak in a low soft soothing and
02:40:28Nila Shakepleasant voice allow him to relax and unwind listen to him that's there's a glare yeah you may have you may have a blank blank things
02:40:39Nila Shaketo tell oh a lot of things to tell him probably but the blank blank of his arrival is not the M but I think the moment but the moment of his arrival is not the time not the time let him talk
02:40:51Nila Shakefirst okay let him talk first make the evening his never complain if he does not take you out to dinner or to other places of entertainment Instead try to
02:41:02Nila Shakeunderstand his world of strain and pressure his need to come home and relax the goal try to make your home a place of peace and Order where your husband
02:41:12Brian Atlascan renew him renew himself in body and spirit okay thank you very much for reading that I want to to uh get everybody's reaction to that article
02:41:23Brian Atlasstarting with Tiffany go ahead your thoughts we're going to go Tiffany this way and then we'll go back this way go ahead agree disagree based
02:41:38Brian Atlassexist agree agree mhm okay agreed with everything okay that's no that's fine I forgot some of the
02:41:48El (Ellie)things sure what did what did you think of that I mean if she's not doing anything like has no life in her husband's her life then sure like it makes sense for her to do those things
02:42:01El (Ellie)if she's genuinely has nothing else to do but like it's also like a double standard like if she was out working all day or something she would probably want to come home to you know a clean house
02:42:12El (Ellie)and like not have to do the dishes and stuff mhm but I don't know I think I think some of them are excessive like she doesn't need to be like his mother and be
02:42:21El (Ellie)like put him to bed and like I don't know I feel like some things you know adults can do independently I think some parts of it are like I agree with some parts I don't
02:42:34NaaI do think it's important to point out it was from the 1950s so like a lot of things are changed and you know even nowadays like if that is something that you want to do that's cool like maybe
02:42:46Naathat's your preference but for me personally um I do like some level of Independence and some kind of equal partnership in the relationship but I do like more of like flexibility and
02:42:57Nila Shakepartner to partner it's different so you know okay what about you I totally agree with everything this says um you said like if you were working you'd want to come home to a clean place too goes both
02:43:09Nila Shakeways but I can never see my man clean or cook because it's is such a turnoff like so I would want to do all the things that it's said on there okay okay was there anything you disagreed with or pretty much everything seemed pretty
02:43:22Nila Shakeokay yeah everything's good uh what about you I agree with pretty much everything I think it's very valid um it brings me peace knowing that I can bring
02:43:33Noelmy significant other peace yeah I think it was beautiful I agree 100% with everything that was on
02:43:43El (Ellie)that okay good [ __ ] but that's also like considering that like women didn't have like a lot of Rights or like didn't work and you know like I feel like it's such
02:43:54Brian Atlasa different time period like I wouldn't agree with this like per se today but okay what about in a situation where the the even today the M man is the sole
02:44:03El (Ellie)bread winner I mean I don't know I I guess I guess if they're the main bread winner and the women genuinely has nothing
02:44:14Kikibetter to do than you donated $99 this excerpt is line for the book fascinating Womanhood and I have seen these values in action as a former
02:44:23NoelMormon can I to this uh yeah sure go I'm actually a former Mormon I was raised Mormon um so all of those values can I bring my mom as an example onto this
02:44:34Noelsure so my dad and my mother met when they were 1920 or early 20s they were working at a JC Penny and Es candido my dad went on to serve his mission in
02:44:47NoelUruguay for 2 years and my mother waited for him for those whole 2 years and when he came back they dated for 2 weeks got engaged and then my dad provided for her
02:44:58Noelshe went on to have seven kids spent pretty much my whole childhood staying at home doing the cooking the cleaning I've never once seen my parents argue never um and it like it just it set a
02:45:11Noelreally good example like for me and what I want for a marriage because to this day they're still together my my mom was my dad's first and so I don't know based yeah very based and
02:45:21Noelsuper based it's something that I want for myself too I think they have a very happy beautiful marriage and it's like it's comforting to see that that stuff still exists wait so what are you now Christian I'm just Christian yeah I I
02:45:34Noelleft the church quite a while ago but I still shared the same did you convert to um there there's a lot of things with the church I don't know if it's like
02:45:45Kikiappropriate to bring up um but there was reasons for leaving grid One Motorsports donated $100 the sultry Persian this is based TF
02:45:56Kikithat article is something to strive for if you wonder why your relationships failed it is because women treat the men like boys and not men feminism has failed you how can the patriarchy help
02:46:09Tiffanyyou today uh grid one thank you very much um I think women treat men as boys because they act like boys true
02:46:19Brian Atlasdonated $99 real talk I also served my mission in Uruguay cool cool uh thank you camage well grid One Motorsports he was saying
02:46:31Brian Atlasthat uh the article is something to strive for and women treat their men like boys and not men I I think it's the
02:46:41Brian Atlasfault kind of falls on both sides I think there's a crisis of masculinity I think that uh I think men are [ __ ] up in a lot of
02:46:51Brian Atlasways but I also think I think the blame falls on both genders really so I think both sides are to blame for the current uh mess that is like the modern dating landscape I don't think it's just
02:47:04El (Ellie)I don't think we put all the blame on women we don't put all the blame on men I think men and women need to uh level up so did you have more or did you have something Ora well I actually did they