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00:04:26Brian Atlasthat was a thoroughly long introduction as usual so I'm gonna have the guests introduce themselves please tell us your name age and occupation go ahead hi I'm
00:04:34Nala RayNala Ray I am the aego queen and and only fans Creator on topics 24 years old what is the how's it
00:04:45Brian Atlaspronounced a Hig a hey girl a hago you're there what I'm the queen of it huh
00:04:57Brian Atlasyou're the queen so you're just like really skilled incredibly skilled at doing that ahigao the come face basically is that oh that's what it is yeah that's basically what I use it for
00:05:07Brian Atlasat least okay and so did you say your age 24 24 right okay um are you has was there like a poll for the to get the rank of queen or no I
00:05:17Brian Atlasjust dominated and I took over you know once mine is mine it was a conquest yeah it was for the throne yeah of the ahigao did I say there you go hey go Queen yeah
00:05:28Brian Atlaswhat aren't there like some other ju how's your
00:05:34Brian Atlasthat's the other one that's the other one okay um and uh [Music] no okay
00:05:47Laraall right what about you good evening my name is Lara I'm 33 and I wear a mask in a week in my free time
00:05:59Laraso I prefer to to keep secret my identity um so I'm not going to say what I do as a job what's your fake job um
00:06:10Laraa twitcher that's what I would like to be on Twitter yeah like a gamer I don't think they're called twitchers well actually I wanna I wanna specify
00:06:22Larasomething right away I'm a foreigner like an alien as the government likes to to to call me and so English is definitely my second language
00:06:33Laraexactly so I'm I apologize in advance because um I will make a lot of grammar mistakes and I would probably not understand 100 of what you guys say so I apologize in
00:06:45Laraadvance what country are you from I cannot disclose that oh well actually it's a stalia it's what estalia
00:06:55Brian Atlasit's stalia yeah does anybody here have any idea what is that like a make-believe contact on Google
00:07:06GloriaI think I don't know where that is that right in Italia they have been here there
00:07:20Brian Atlasare you talking about Warhammer on like the game no it's not a game it's a country Italia Australia bro that's not the only thing I'm
00:07:31Laragetting for istalia is something from Warhammer I'm trolling you Brian well well I'm Italian I'm Italian I'll say that great joke okay um what about what
00:07:42Heather (Waldo)about you my name is Heather can you hear me yeah okay my name is loud and clear I'm 20. I'm I'm just a part-time student and I work rock and roll not really uh where
00:07:54Madison Vudo you go to school um I'm at a junior college so see yeah what do you study psychology rock and roll yeah my name is Madison Vu I'm 18 a student
00:08:06Madison Vuat Santa Barbara City College studying econ and accounting okay
00:08:15Lindsayhi I'm Lindsay I'm 36. I work for a local company that does psychedelic therapy called Lucid Therapeutics and I'm
00:08:27Lindsaythe care coordinator there but I can go into more detail if needed you said psychedelics so it's a company that does what right now because it's the only one that's legal and it is a
00:08:38Lindsaydoctor administering it it's ketamine or the party drug special okay um but we're going under the name but um it's it's helping people it's helping
00:08:50Lindsaypeople who are severely depressed or anxious or wanting to deepen their spiritual journey or yeah or for someone who wants to derail a podcast but um
00:09:03Brian Atlasit's an inside joke oh but uh so uh and it's uh is it psycho act like do people get high or is it like a micro dosing thing it's
00:09:14Lindsaya shot it's intramuscular or Ivy yeah I just did it on Tuesday so I can be able to talk about it but I don't mean to derail from them no I wasn't it's it's
00:09:24Lindsaynot related to you um so do you get like you personally you do the Special K no it's
00:09:33Lindsaypeople call in who are severely depressed suicidal anxious we get a lot of life coaches who want to deepen their spiritual journey and
00:09:43Lindsayit's a anesthetic that puts you in a very crazy like a video game in your mind and you can it works on the brain on a neuroplasticity level
00:09:54Lindsayso you can really rewire your brain to not have the negative beliefs uh think of a traumatic situation in a whole different light
00:10:04Lindsayit's a very special medicine similar to psilocybin if I were to compare it to anything can you can you have a bad trip on that so
00:10:15Lindsaywe curate The Experience so that you feel very safe and held it's it's a doctor and then therapists on staff and you're at a therapy room you have some amazing music going you have an eye mask
00:10:27Lindsaythe therapist can hold your hand through your experience so we believe that you're not going to have a bad trip because it's a very controlled environment as opposed to an Iowa
00:10:39LindsayAyahuasca Journey or crazy music festival burning man um but some people have severe PTSD so the medicine does possibly bring you to those memories but
00:10:51Gloriayou'll think of them in a different light okay interesting all right what about you hi everyone my name is Gloria
00:10:59GloriaI'm 25 years old and I do lift Uber ubereats and I'm student part-time doordash
00:11:09GloriaUber Eats GrubHub no only Uber Eats okay yeah and I'm from San Diego but I'm Mexican
00:11:17Gloriaokay and didn't you like win some award or something or uh like one thing I'm a patching queen winner two times in my
00:11:26Gloriacountry so yeah in Mexico in Mexico but I didn't follow that path all right very cool very cool John
00:11:36Jonathan (MLD)um Jonathan known as MLD online I'm a YouTuber 37 and I'm here to uh help out with the show today rock and roll good to have you back man
00:11:46Mary Morganuh thank you yes um I'm right here uh I'm Mary I'm 22 and
00:11:54Mary MorganI'm a commentator at timcast media and if you want to find me there the show is called pop culture crisis
00:12:04Brian Atlasand you went viral for roasting Nicolette yeah disappearance I did so this is my second time in the show did you get any heat uh oh we should pull up the clip but in any case did you get any
00:12:15Mary Morganheat from that or mostly positive comments it was mostly positive but some people thought that I was being too harsh on her okay and I don't want to come off that way I don't want to come
00:12:26Mary Morganoff like preachy or antagonistic but I'm not gonna like not say what I think you know sure because I I posted it like a month later
00:12:36Brian Atlasor something just on my own Twitter and like it it kind of got caught up in the wrong side of Twitter and I got heat even though I'm not even talking I just asked her a question and then you
00:12:47Brian Atlasroasted her I got all the heat they didn't even bother to watch the clip so um what were they saying literally one of the most viral like response Tweets in response to me
00:12:59Brian Atlasposting the video was I'm not even gonna watch the whole clip but this guy in the Zara jacket like the faux I don't know what the [ __ ] they were just like roasting me but it's I'm not even saying anything bad so it's just it's
00:13:12Brian Atlasridiculous but maybe we'll pull that up later on in the show canceled it's done okay um so we're gonna go around the table once more so what is your current
00:13:23Brian Atlasrelationship status are you single do you have a friends with benefits are you in the talking stage do you have a situationship relationship Beyonce marriage go ahead so I'm actually Super Single right now I've been single for
00:13:35Nala Raylike 10 months very very happy with my current life situation um and I'm really not looking for anybody so okay and if I do find someone it has to be a regular person cannot be anyone
00:13:46Nala Rayfamous I don't give a [ __ ] about status has to be regular regular normal regular person because I'm so not normal I need someone to equalize me if they're crazy when I'm crazy it just doesn't work so
00:13:58Brian Atlasyeah how are you crazy I'm dominant you're dominant like you want to I'm daddy your daddy whoa wait show the tattoo to the the camera right here
00:14:09Nala Rayit just says Daddy yeah did that hurt no it was actually on my Halloween party and I was streaming on my Halloween party night and they gifted so many Subs I was like you know what I had a tattoo artist in my house I
00:14:22Nala Raywas like do you have your stuff with you so I got tattooed in my game room during a Halloween party and then just went back downstairs and partied okay so your daddy I fought girls with strap-ons
00:14:34Brian Atlasthis is what makes me more dominant I would [ __ ] a guy but they're too scared wait Eric put it to an idea I don't know it sounds a bit low
00:14:45Nala Rayum and your do you date men or women oh men I'm so so so attracted to men like I need dick but like when I'm drunk like women obviously but I feel like that's
00:14:58Nala Rayevery woman's answer correct is that like when you're drunk oh okay no maybe it's just me then I'm sorry but I speak for myself when I get drunk it's like titties okay
00:15:08Nala Rayum and you so you said you're crazy okay in more of like a controlled crazy so I feel very fiery and spicy and I really just want to live my life and be very very happy but I'll do whatever the [ __ ]
00:15:20Brian AtlasI want and it's really hard for me to take advice from people that I don't respect and I don't respect a lot of people so okay um so on the scale of one to ten if you had to put your where do you fall in
00:15:32Nala Rayterms of craziness crazy oh my goodness like I said it's more of a controlled crazy so I feel like I'm probably a seven eight definitely not uncapped yet okay um so and you said you need a normal
00:15:44Brian Atlasperson to balance out yours yes I need a reg a regular yeah okay so you uh does that mean that you don't date for example other content creators other people I did once and it um it really
00:15:56Nala Rayended very badly because of the content we were creating and how it interfered in our relationship personally and sexually and you know I could pull out a camera any [ __ ] time and film and it
00:16:08Brian Atlasdoesn't like affect my uh relationship status with you or anything like I don't feel like it's interrupting don't don't worry about Nobunaga he's I think he's talking about Kiki don't worry about him
00:16:19Nala Rayoh it's okay I've been called psycho okay not but you know okay so so seven eight yes okay um have you been diagnosed with no and I really don't think I should go to the
00:16:32Nala Raydoctor to be like yeah you're probably old I'm something and then be put on what exactly like there's no point in ruining my perfect body Fair Point um and you said you like you're dominant I'm very that's that's
00:16:45Brian Atlasone of the ways in which you're not normal I guess or that you say you're not normal um and when you say you're dominant do you mean uh what are we talking here
00:16:55Nala Rayshe's Alpha I am alpha female he's an alpha female I feel like my masculine energy is higher than most men's masculine energy and I'm so
00:17:05Nala Raylike competitive so if I have a partner who's even an alpha male I'm competing against you in every way like I need to make more money than you and I need to learn more than you I need
00:17:18Nala Rayto travel more it's like I can't just be a team sometimes I need to be like the best sure can I ask a question please I love this to you what is masculine wow that's a really good question uh
00:17:29Nala Rayprotection is something I hold very highly like security um a lot of men don't ever make me feel secure in fact they make me feel like I can't trust them if I can't trust you where are we going you know and I need
00:17:42Nala Rayto know that you would literally beat the living [ __ ] out of someone for me if I needed you to not that I'm just gonna ask on a regular day but you know if I needed you to be my Clyde okay so I mean despite the
00:17:53Brian Atlasfact that you consider yourself fairly dominant you need someone who supersedes you in their dominance you wouldn't absolutely even though you consider yourself perhaps leaning a bit more dominant or masculine you don't want a
00:18:05Nala Rayfeminine guy I can't date a female and no I don't want a more feminine guy okay um it's like okay that's cute but like if you start crying in front of me I'm just gonna like laugh I really will like that's like really weird for me okay so
00:18:17Nala Rayyou need a have you thought about dating an MMA fighter maybe or no listen because they can wrestle them all the time you wrestle them I would [ __ ] grapple all day long like I would wear
00:18:28Nala Raythem out like again oh anything like Jiu-Jitsu is not on the ground really most of the time I don't feel like or more like karate but like anything like even in bed I would literally [ __ ]
00:18:40Nala Rayyou until you were doubting your sexuality like I feel like my ex literally went gay because of it I think she just needs somebody to match her energy like you're just looking forward yeah but then when they match my energy
00:18:51Nala Rayno I don't I think you need someone calm and mellow see exactly I feel like I've learned this about myself and until I find someone that I respect enough to be in my life it's like yeah just gonna be
00:19:01Nala Rayme okay will they be down for all that see that's what I'm saying like somebody more calm and balanced I feel like it would scare them away yeah I think it is very scary maybe they don't want to deal
00:19:13Nala Raywith it that's what I'm saying and you know what this actually just happened I had this guy that I was seeing just not even seeing it was like we started like um we started talking for like three weeks he hit me up at like three in the morning when I was in Miami and he was
00:19:26Nala Raylike Hey I just Googled you and saw that you did porn and I don't want this that was a regular person and I was like okay so I tried you know I tried I also tried someone who did what I did and it I
00:19:38Brian Atlasturned them basically gay so like the [ __ ] you you turned a guy I told you it was my ex like I [ __ ] him until he became gay or something I swear to God when you say you effed him like you mentioned pegging before were you
00:19:50Brian Atlaspegging him no he wouldn't let me but it's like a death by snoo snoo do you know that Futurama reference yeah oh you do basically just these like Amazon
00:20:00Nala Raygiant like muscular women just like would crush the pelvis it's okay well listen I'm not trying to hurt anybody okay I just [ __ ] you and [ __ ] you I'm
00:20:09Nala Raysorry lay you and lay you until you know like you're like oh my God I have no more come inside my body anymore the [ __ ] is wrong with this lady like you'll never want to cheat on me you'll be
00:20:21Nala Raydrained like there's nothing left in you to cheat but I will cheat because I'm bored wait so wait wow that just got deep what about you oh my God so this
00:20:33Nala Rayactually okay so I was on another podcast and this clip went viral to me saying that I love cheating it's actually my biggest fantasy so yeah I can't even keep up okay I know I told you I was a [ __ ] seven if you want to
00:20:46Nala Raywrite that higher you go right ahead wait your biggest fantasy is not even my biggest it's like one of my fantasies I'm a little [ __ ] up so you're listen well
00:20:56Nala Rayum explain the cheating polyamory explain that word can I buy a vowel okay so listen cheating it's not that
00:21:09Nala Ray[ __ ] difficult you're with someone or they're with someone I don't even have to be with someone but if you're with someone and you have a girl I'm gonna sit on your [ __ ] dick and be like isn't my [ __ ] tighter isn't it better
00:21:20Nala Rayisn't that just hot oh you want the competition I have a competition in myself like I just have to it's not even that I have to win you want hold on you want to cheat on the guy or you want the guy to cheat on you either
00:21:34Nala Rayso he can say who he prefers not even I've been in relationships and I'm like cheating with someone else and I'm like this is so hot oh so wait is this like a cuck Queen thing yes is it yes so cut
00:21:47Brian AtlasQueen is the opposite of well the female version of a cuckold where you derive pleasure from by being senior partner [ __ ] like basically being cheated on oh okay wait here's a scenario and I mean
00:21:59Brian Atlasthis is a bit Haram but um what okay here's a scenario I heard once that from a cut Queen she wanted to be placed on the bed laying like her
00:22:10Brian Atlasback on the bed have another girl placed on top of her and then have her her boyfriend [ __ ] the other girl oh I've done that at my Halloween party actually
00:22:24Nala Raywell I was sucking on her yeah okay so the girl was getting cut cleaned maybe this was just a threesome I don't know it could be but they were together and I wasn't
00:22:35Nala Rayyou would you would dude what dry it would be so you would oh like I'd suck all the come out of a guy after like [ __ ] them multiple times a day every day for like weeks dude yeah you'd be dry too like you have
00:22:48Mary Morganno babies left inside of you this is a lot and like if I may interject please do please this uh thing kind of feels in
00:22:58Mary Morganauthentication you can like put on I actually get that a lot like like I feel like Tina Fey right now like you can stop with the sexy baby act like well like I know you're not going here I just
00:23:09Heather (Waldo)okay what no go ahead what'd you say finish first well I I basically did but what were you saying okay I think you're gonna meet people in the world that are just going
00:23:20Mary Morganto not fit your idea of an expectations of like what people are gonna say and it's not that it's unexpected I expected all of this it's just it feels inauthentic but if you expected it why does it feel inauthentic
00:23:33Mary Morganit can be both of those things at the same time I'm saying like this feels like an hyper-sexualized Persona that's exactly what I am and you're not really letting
00:23:44Nala Rayyour authentic self ever be shown to people I don't think I would be my authentic self if I was with somebody I'm being authentic by being completely single and letting myself be alone and be this crazy I mean it's not about your
00:23:56Nala Rayrelationship status it's just about how you're interacting with but I feel like it is just in a little bit because not really so much to do with like he's just asking about it like I mean your persona that you're using like on camera right
00:24:08Mary Morgannow it honestly even feels different than how you were acting before we started recording oh girl it doesn't you weren't talking to her outside I don't think you were like okay hold on hold on
00:24:18Nala Rayare you guys hold on yeah either way like I'm just saying this feels like I do understand that you might feel a certain way for some people it feels unauthentic because they're
00:24:31Mary Morganabsolutely and espec if you've never been introduced to someone like me even if you keep this Persona up 100 of the time with all the people that you meet I still think it's a persona
00:24:42Brian Atlasyou're entitled to that yeah I know I am it was just like I'm confused to like hold on we can continue that thread in just a sec Eric people are saying that the TTS is not working have you been noticing this in the chat
00:24:59Brian Atlasbut you haven't it hasn't been you haven't seen in the chat you got to let me know way sooner guys I apologize our TTS uh you okay chat for some reason I thought I had
00:25:10Brian Atlasfixed our TTS the TTS is not working I do not know why it's not um showing up I'm trying to trigger it um so for those of you who did I'm going to
00:25:21Brian Atlastry to fix it now I apologize for the all of you because we have like at least five tts's that attempted to come through I'm very sorry guys um
00:25:32Brian Atlaswho I mean for what you're contributing I apologize that we're having these technical issues with the TTS I'm gonna go working on it right now um if you guys want to continue with your
00:25:43Laraback and forth on this to say maybe maybe she is a person she acts she has a but it might be part of her personality to I mean if your personality is just an
00:25:54Mary Morganamalgamation of like porn you've watched or some like actually it just comes from my happiness like I'm so bubbly and happy and I have so much your bubbliness
00:26:04Nala Rayyour happiness my sexuality doesn't ever feel authentic okay to other people can I it's not can I energize you really don't know anything about me other than what I've just said so how I know I don't feel like I don't know
00:26:18Mary Morgananything about you but I know that what I'm encountering right now isn't who you really are
00:26:27Nala RayI feel like I come off so intimidating because of I'm just happy and so many people don't understand that that's just simply it and I'm so [ __ ] sexually
00:26:37Nala Raydriven by a lot of my choices my horniness has gotten me here like really has and I'm so proud of it so how many guys have you slept with I actually don't know my number because I'm not a freak and I don't count I know but men
00:26:50Heather (Waldo)aren't like talented yeah okay well I'm trying to get no no because I'm trying to gauge how much you like sex because you're talking about how much you like sex I really do you can enjoy sex a lot and not have much of
00:27:03Lindsaya multiple multiple I know I'm asking her though I think but I totally agree with you to say you're still trying to figure out who you truly are so this is right now your face yeah I mean not even
00:27:15Nala Raya face I've had red bright hair for over five years like I haven't changed much other than getting bangs two years ago so I I've always been into anime I've always been into learning I've always
00:27:25Nala Rayjust had I moved from a very close-minded space family friends to bursts out and being something you said earlier is you won't take advice from
00:27:36Mary Morganpeople that you don't respect so can you explain who it is that you respect and does that include either of your parents my dad and my business partner my mom I actually don't respect that much because
00:27:48Nala Rayshe was a huge part in keeping me so caged so much of my life my dad I was raised very Christian my dad was a pastor I was homeschooled it doesn't get
00:27:59Lindsaymore caged than that I had no [ __ ] life for the longest time my dad a majority of the comments of your relationship with your dad so that's actually yeah yeah so me and my dad are really really good friends he he
00:28:11Nala Rayknows what my whole family knows what I do the rest of my family choose to not speak to me and that's something I've accepted but my dad and I have a really good connection because he's like he's like the one male in my life that has
00:28:22Nala Raygiven me some of the best advice I've ever gotten and continue to encourage me to be positive no matter what happens does he encourage you in your line of work though absolutely he encouraged me to be safe why is that bad for her
00:28:35Nala Rayfather to encourage her in her line of work just because you know what how can I speak something I actually send my parents money so why wouldn't he encourage me like I I love my family I don't know who to
00:28:46Mary Morganlisten to right now she makes money that's a profession so I mean technically I would call it I mean a drug dealer makes money I don't just do only yeah
00:29:01Heather (Waldo)prostitution is illegal okay I'm not a prostitute is an only fan and that's consensual and that's on a platform well I like that this is hitting but one people call prostitution the oldest profession and I I don't think of it as
00:29:14Nala Raya profession you sound like my mom my mom thinks I'm literally out on the sidewalk selling myself when I'm like doing jobs right 2D okay on a screen you guys we'll
00:29:26Brian Atlasmaybe come back to that just one point of clarification you said you did when you say you do only fans are you doing boy girl girl solo content have you been have you done anything in the
00:29:36Brian Atlastraditional porn industry no I don't work for or have done anything for mainstream porn got it by the way guys I think we have TTS figured out so I'm gonna start
00:29:47Brian Atlasum I'm just again I apologize that we uh missed some of these tts's I know I feel bad um can you hide that Eric I need to uh let me see okay good
00:29:59TTSblack Socrates donated two hundred dollars what's good Brian hope you had a good week looking forward to the conversation also glad modern science
00:30:10Nala Rayhas advanced to the point where we can bring plastic dolls to life go with red hair legitimately freaking me out with that face yikes uh how many people don't understand that and I love that
00:30:21Nala Raycommentary because so I do the aego face based off of anime and Anime culture and what I've learned and what I've observed and a lot of people who don't understand anime or do anything like that they
00:30:33Nala Raydon't understand it and they think it's just a dumb face which listen if I came from your perspective I would think the same thing so really don't blame anyone for having that opinion all right black Socrates thank you for the TTS once
00:30:45Brian Atlasagain sorry that it didn't come through right away I'm gonna get through all of these by the way why don't you can you turn your your uh phone case so it's like facing the camera yes hello okay a little more so it's like
00:31:06Brian Atlasperspective do you think red pill manosphere values like from the Tates and Rolo are better worse or equal compared to woke leftists and feminist values would be interesting to hear you debate farha khalidi I've never heard of
00:31:18Mary Morganthat person but um oh gosh I wish I could hear the question again um critical values yeah I'm credit I'm definitely critical of the red pill
00:31:29Brian Atlasdating coach whatever like masculinity e-course thing for sure so the question is is it better worse or equal compared to woke leftist and feminist values not
00:31:40Laraas bad but still bad still bad okay they are both bad from mine they are they're both sides of the same coin two extreme like some of it feels like you're just
00:31:50Mary Morganselling the girl boss feminism but repackaged for men exactly it's like it's your bag King it's a response to feminism yeah but on an extreme level
00:32:00Laraagain same thing and no because I I'll tell you this if you're not red pill you are blue pill so there are just two phase of reality and that is
00:32:10Laraoversimplification so it's like fascism but basically either you are with me or you are against me so I'm not necessarily blue pill that like to be in the middle and purple peeled what's interesting you bring up fascism given
00:32:23Brian Atlasyour Italian um that's because I mentioned that because but uh okay we kind of interrupted the circle all right we have a hybrid here thank you for the Canadian 250 man appreciate it 150
00:32:39TTSfifth moment in your New York most likely your answer will be linked back to your self-belief and your purpose cheers Brian for the podcast and
00:32:50Brian AtlasMLD being back on um okay for uh hybrid thank you for the Canadian 250 much appreciated um certainly appreciate uh and my
00:33:00Brian Atlasapologies that your TTS was an instant um what was your lowest moment in your life thus far frankly um one of the things that we and actually I might have forgotten to instruct this before the show
00:33:12Brian Atlasum one of the things we instruct the girls to not do actually I don't think we did it this show but uh we're not going to allow any trauma dumping on the show anymore because like I'm just I'm
00:33:24Brian Atlassorry man like I appreciate the 250 but I'm not going to let people come on the show and Trauma dump it's just not it's a [ __ ] buzz kill so lowest point in your life people are gonna [ __ ] trauma dump so I just say like summarize
00:33:36Brian Atlasthe worst point of your life in 10 words drunkest point um so uh but I mean shout out uh shout out to uh for the support and obviously
00:33:48Brian Atlasthank you for supporting uh me and MLD so appreciate it but yeah we just can't have people trauma dumping but lowest point in your life and how did you overcome it
00:33:59Brian Atlaswhere's Davon Jackson when you need him he he left it okay um
00:34:07Brian AtlasI do I I feel bad because he donated 250 but it's like answer the second one relationships yeah at least when we interrupted well yeah but I because these were tts's I need to get caught up but we will continue around on that
00:34:20Brian Atlasum hybrid tell you do you want to submit another question and I don't know some I feel I don't know um let me know okay um we do have to move on though so uh if if
00:34:32Brian Atlasuh okay let's just whatever oh here we go um okay bad zxe thank you man can you lower the volume a little bit for the two uh Brian
00:34:44TTSgood job perfectly mixing the podcast of based and cancer big Yachts to MLD Boston you will girl please for the love of God don't procreate what I have no
00:34:55Nala Rayplans on it I hate kids you're not gonna have kids no listen this is another reason why I'm single I don't need a man to have a child yes technically you do no no okay listen
00:35:06LindsayI don't want a child so that's what I'm saying I don't need a man do you want a husband I actually don't know that's a really good question I I haven't figured that out yet and she's allowed to have that decision
00:35:17Brian Atlasbecause your age is in a good spot for that I'm Pro women figuring it out before 30. yeah bad zxe thank you for that that donation man really appreciate it and then we have uh
00:35:28Brian Atlasoh wait did you did you do this one twice you might have done it twice I'm good I'm gonna trigger it twice because you're [ __ ] [ __ ] Chad dude thank you so much man holy [ __ ]
00:35:41TTSthank you man dollars Brian great job mixing the podcast between based and cancer big Yachts to MLD Boston you will
00:35:50TTSgirl please for the love of God don't procreate he sent it twice
00:35:57Brian Atlasyeah is that her voice I see your Super Chat man thank you thank you man it sounds exactly the same okay so yeah um sorry about the TTS is not coming through guys my bad um okay
00:36:09Brian Atlascool we're caught up on the tts's so we're gonna you guys we can have you guys continue with that I actually want to hear other people's opinions yeah we'll come back to that so uh oh and did
00:36:18Nala Rayyou what was your longest relationship you said uh two years and eight months two years eight months I was engaged okay good times
00:36:29Brian Atlasrelationship status in our relationship it's been nine months okay well and is that your longest relationship you've ever been in yes you're that's your 33 your longest
00:36:42Lararelationship you can use that again now in the near future yes please use it against me in the near future yeah what about you
00:36:52Heather (Waldo)um I'm currently single and my longest relationship's been like two and a half years I think and right now yeah I'm not really looking
00:37:01Heather (Waldo)for a relationship not like um like Naya said like I think it's easier to be focused on yourself when you're not focused on somebody else and I'm also somebody who just like cares so
00:37:12Heather (Waldo)much about my partner and I sorry and I tend to give so much of my time um and loyalty to them and not focus on myself so it's been really good to take a break focus on school and myself how long have you been single
00:37:24Madison VuI'm like only like four months okay I'm currently in a very committed relationship um my longest relationship was about 10
00:37:35Madison Vumonths but that's not the current one I'm in my first boyfriend my last boyfriend okay
00:37:44LindsayI am single uh I've been single for a while because I've been traveling not traveling living a lot of different places not the girl that ever felt um like she needed to be in a
00:37:57Lindsayrelationship I'm from Wisconsin tried to go against the grain with the whole getting married right out of college um but right now I did a lot of work on myself I took courses on how to be more
00:38:08Lindsayeffeminine be the queen kind of stuff and I'm trying to welcome in my king be the queen yes and welcome in your king correct I don't
00:38:21Lindsaysubscribe to that kind of language either but it what I mean by that is I'm a straight woman I've had to learn to say it like that because I did date up in Silicon Valley and things got very convoluted up there
00:38:34Lindsaysilicon Valley's got some bunch of stuff going on with the money tell us tell us some stories um three guys I met from the apps I started the apps when I was up there
00:38:45Lindsaythat was completely new for me like dating apps dating apps yes um all apps
00:38:55Heather (Waldo)Tinder was the one I actually had the most success with like serious contenders yeah so isn't it all like Silicon Valley like Tech startups like kind of interesting people yeah
00:39:08TTSboys donated two hundred dollars he just needs someone extremely masculine and Stark in a traditional submissiveness that's what I was saying
00:39:20TTSone who claims to respect her father God help us all if this the modern example of respect are you an only child no I'm the middle of five uh none of my brothers and sisters are
00:39:33Brian Atlaslike me okay 40 dollar boys thing for the uh donation man appreciate it go on with your you're telling us about the Silicon Valley traffic yeah uh polyamory so we were talking about this
00:39:46Lindsaybefore um there I know three marriages where they opened it up to polyamory the guy wanted to date me because his wife wanted him to have a girlfriend
00:39:57LindsayI am more the jealous type I'm not into that all of those marriages have fallen apart because the woman had a girlfriend the wife did and she ended up falling in love with
00:40:09Lindsaythe woman so that's what I mean by convoluted was it was very they all got divorced they all got divorced yeah because they opened it up yeah well and in their mind
00:40:20Lindsaythey thought one person can't fill all my needs so they invited in other people and then the woman was usually the one to get a girlfriend because that's what's most comfortable I feel for
00:40:32Lindsaypeople and then the woman ended up falling in love with the woman which made the man feel very emasculated and they tried to make it work with other people and they didn't yeah how
00:40:45Lindsaydid you feel in that situation I was curious I'm a curious person I try not to judge yeah it's good to be open yeah very you know through your whole
00:40:54Lindsaylife I feel like it's why I moved to California because I was ingredients yes Illinois yep um but with that what I what I hear is
00:41:05Lindsaythe sacredness that I see in Partnership and the sacredness I see in Sex and this isn't a Christian thing or a religious thing I'm more along the lines of spiritual it's getting very messy in that and
00:41:18Lindsaythat's where a lot of people aren't very clear on what they actually want um I feel like that's why we're in an existential crisis fertility has completely dropped
00:41:28Nala Raymarriage is falling off do you think that's just in California or really kind of all over because you said you're from Wisconsin how is it over there you have like better prospects from guys in the midwest
00:41:40Lindsay[Music] um if I were to go to the Midwest and I saw a comment about that I am weathered I know I look older but I'm weathered because I spent a lot of time in the ocean in the sun um I would be
00:41:51Lindsayone of the few people single that's never been married doesn't have kids I'd probably be an old hag there I don't know how I see myself in that world
00:42:03Lindsaymen would be it's just it's a very different environment because most people do marry right out of college okay so I I don't know I I've been out here more so it's
00:42:15Lindsayprobably longest relationship uh three to four years three to four years yeah we broke up I might still have keto membrane yeah okay okay
00:42:29Lindsayum and when was your last relationship so this one's tough and this isn't trauma bonding or dumping not trauma bounding is a very different thing
00:42:41Lindsayum but the last one he did pass on so wow sorry to hear that yeah sorry to hear that sorry so it's been a very long time because I did have to
00:42:50Lindsaygrieve that sure and I that's what kind of sent me on my own healing Journey uh so I it's hard but yes it's been four to five years you dated him for four to five years
00:43:03Gloriawithout four to five years ago four to five years ago for sure okay right around that shooting that I was telling you okay what about you um mine the longest is the one that I'm
00:43:14Gloriaright now one year and six months and it's kind of complicated because we are trying to find how to match our goals so what when you say it's complicated what do you mean
00:43:26Gloriaum like I said we're trying to match our goals like I won maybe because I'm like things could get really fast so I want kids and I want to be married I think what I want is just
00:43:37Glorialike um security so sometimes I tend to like you know maybe when I turned 25 something happened in my body that I needed like the security they
00:43:49Glorianeeded of like taking care of so me trying to figure out how to raise kids have kids in this crazy world
00:43:58Gloriaso it's kind of complicated to find a way with the men I love but at the same time if it's not working probably just the best it's just to move on each other
00:44:09Gloriaso that's why it's complicated just trying to figure out he doesn't want to have kids he does but not the same time I want to how old is he 34. how old and you're 25 I'm 25 yeah
00:44:21Gloriahow do you want kids now before before 30 yeah before thirty five years yeah but he's you said he's 34. yeah and he doesn't want kids yet no because he's as long as he asking you to
00:44:33Gloriawait um he it's like he's a maybe old school he's like I need to find a really good job first and then we are going to have a buy a house and then after the house then we can plan a wedding and then
00:44:44Gloriahaving kids when I'm like yeah but I want to have kids before 30 so with that how long is gonna be for you to find that kind of work you know what I'm saying well I mean you
00:44:54Brian Atlashave five years until 30 but uh and what kind of what line of work is he in he's a filmmaker filmmaker so
00:45:04Gloriabro what is the stable job he's looking for uh um company work probably I'm kidding no it's fine it is now yes it's true is what it is it's an artist
00:45:16Brian Atlasartists you know they're going after their passion yeah sometimes that means not making a lot of money yeah yeah but um but I support him so
00:45:27Gloriais he a director or what yeah he he run a company to uh with kids of not kids adults with autism so he was the
00:45:36Gloriadirector of that company that teach that they teach kids without to somehow to do like film things pretty much is he
00:45:45GloriaAmerican no he's Mexican like me born in Mexico no he was born here but basically he was very raised in Mexico okay okay okay yeah and you said it's complicated so are you
00:45:58Gloriahaving second thoughts about being in this relationship yeah and you're saying this is he I mean yeah and I tell him what you want me to tell
00:46:10Brian Atlaslike to tell I do it's okay with you yeah we talk about it before this your relationship well nobody knows who he is yeah but he knows you know she's watching
00:46:23Brian Atlasthat's a yeah it's complicated but I think what's his name or maybe not like [Music] um give him a fake name
00:46:33Brian Atlasum Pablo Pablo yeah L just like um r.i.p's in the chat for Pablo um that's wait so are you against him wanting to be
00:46:45Gloriaum more financially stable before having kids or um yes I and no because in in inside me I wanted stability I want him
00:46:57Gloriato have a decent job no like Geeks or be like a freelance but but in my hair it's like it's okay for him to like follow his dreams because that's his passion
00:47:08Gloriabut you know like my feminine side oh like my my Womanhood I don't know it's like did you say feminist side or feminine feminine oh okay okay feminine side so when you're a mom do you want to
00:47:20Gloriawork or I want to stay home or maybe part-time but mostly like taking care of my kids or maybe something not because like it's
00:47:30Brian Atlasif it's hard to be a boy and a mom at the same time well I mean the economic realities of if you do want to stay home and take care of the kids he will have to he
00:47:42Brian Atlascertainly does have to be in a good financial position so I mean it's not I don't think it's wrong of him to want to wait until he because I mean if you guys have kids now and you want to stay at home sounds like to me
00:47:54Brian Atlasalthough he's pursuing his passion which is wonderful and perhaps one day it might be become fruitful at this point it's not so um it makes sense to me that he wants to
00:48:06Brian Atlaswait given that you you don't want to be working while you're raising the kids so um okay um and then also just going back to you do you want kids I do you do okay um
00:48:19Lindsaysoon I know I'm in early 40s having children and I've made changes in my life to be able to still be fertile
00:48:32Lindsayit's like like what diet diet okay some things that are very controversial that I'm not going to say and then I want to know is it the job
00:48:47Brian Atlaswe won't talk about that but yeah yeah bye-bye bro this Show's already been a little a little along the face you're asking the lowest point of my life I think is the show right now
00:49:04Brian Atlas[Laughter] every show every show just okay um fair enough uh John what's your uh current relationship status and uh
00:49:16Brian Atlaslongest relationship uh single and longest relationship uh four years weren't you in a you're single now but you had something going on last show or didn't you or you know recently single
00:49:27Brian Atlasrecently single oh [ __ ] r.i.p's in the chat for uh for our boy John um and uh how recently did you guys break up between me and her fair enough fair
00:49:38Brian Atlasenough how long were you guys dating though uh several years several years okay so you're you're you're back on the streets unfortunately yes unfortunately have you
00:49:49Jonathan (MLD)had a couple rebounds or um Playboy back in the Playboy I don't know do I include all the crazy women who disagree with me from this podcast that send me like 17 voice messages in a row telling me how much they don't care
00:50:00Mary Morganthat's a one-sided for sure yeah uh Mary without you okay yeah um I'm currently in my first and only relationship which is 10 months and
00:50:12Brian Atlasare you guys engaged no okay um but and can you give people a little more uh context when it comes to your relationship uh well could you be more specifically
00:50:25Brian AtlasI don't know well you're waiting until marriage correct yeah so the and the two your only relationship yes okay so and your first name is Mary and my first name is Mary
00:50:36Nala Raythus you're a virgin she's the Virgin Mary I haven't met a verse you haven't met a virgin I mean well like sure no okay yeah it's not like I
00:50:47Mary Morganjust ask people how are you a virgin but like perhaps some of your subscribers on only fans most likely okay we won't go into that yeah yeah I didn't ask for that moniker but
00:51:04Nala Rayit wasn't specific I'm just asking yeah Mary's a woman of God yeah she is Mary Magdalene was not Erica that's actually a widespread myth
00:51:16Brian Atlasabout Mary Magdalena I didn't know that yes well because we had someone on the show last time that said that she was some one of these people is a prostitute yeah they say that a lot about Mary Matthews
00:51:31Mary Morganbut yeah actually be fake news okay it is fake news um all right so those are all the details that you want or no uh that's
00:51:42Brian Atlasthat's it yeah okay good times um wait did this one come through okay let me get the super chat in here while we have him uh okay we have uh Scott
00:51:51Nala Raycervini think for the hundred uh can I have you read this go ahead Brixton glued to this podcast I'm learning so much about people and myself
00:52:02Brian Atlasat the same time keep up the good work thank you for your service Scott thank you uh very much really appreciate your support man thank you so much um yeah by the way guys thank you for all the
00:52:13Brian Atlassupport uh we got we got temp temporarily banned by the way I thought I'm just well I'm not gonna get into it but after last show um I'm just I'm not going to address
00:52:24Brian Atlaswhat happened I'm just moving on just another day in the [ __ ] matter We're Not Gonna trauma dump about last year just another chaotic day in the whatever
00:52:34Brian AtlasStudio but uh yeah we got temp band so I appreciate you guys uh supporting us because we need it now more than ever and uh we have more eyes on us so um why did you get
00:52:50Brian AtlasI'm literally not listening okay puffy Vegas thing for the hundred can have the girls can have the girls rate me uh which which one are you in the picture
00:53:01Brian Atlasare you in the middle are you the girl or the left the man or woman you're um puffy if you submit another one another uh super chat if you link your Instagram
00:53:12Brian Atlaswe'll have the girls rate you oh um just make sure it's over the threshold so we catch it uh Dylan Lolly think for the 100 um can I have you read this please yeah Brian I didn't think
00:53:22Nala Rayyou could top the Apple girl but here we are with an effing cat girl shout out MLD and Mary please drop the nukes for me oh here you go hold on I got the nuke for you
00:53:34Mary Morganum um that didn't make any noise okay no
00:53:43Brian Atlasokay all right by the way guys if any of you in the super chats are in this who's the Apple girl I need to know don't worry about it um I have I have a missile too I can send the Miss like this yeah does it have any noise because I want to see if
00:53:56Brian Atlasit doesn't have anything the missile one has noise the missile one has noise all right we have right Ryan the eating Warrior uh oh this is a good one yeah
00:54:06Nala Raythat 304 in Fox years is so broken Jesus can't even save her that's funny because I was a pastor's kid for the longest time what's a 304 I love being judged
00:54:16Brian Atlasarea code it's an area code that's mean um wow they're really uh they're really Jesus love you Ryan please stop me they're really coming for you eh oh you
00:54:28Brian Atlascan come for me ha ha yeah something with yo Dave on I I don't know if you saw me when I
00:54:38Brian Atlassummoned you but but uh skip these play Mass open-ended questions I'm getting somewhere yeah it's uh look I
00:54:49Brian AtlasI don't want to come off like I'm unappreciative and look I'll try to accommodate some of the questions as best as I can um and if you ask a good question it's good but if you're like asking the girls
00:55:00Brian Atlaslike what was um there's there was one that was like it was from a couple shows ago and it was just like does anyone remember what it anyone uh the chat chats remember what it was it
00:55:13Brian Atlaswas just like some ridiculous question that would have anyways whatever um okay um now I want to know what it was okay he's gonna say it's too trauma dumping okay
00:55:25Brian Atlasno I I forgot what it was but it was just like what's your favorite color oh can we answer oh Jesus what's your favorite color Mary pink okay
00:55:35Madison VuJohn is it green pink blue blue like the ocean in like your eyeballs thank you okay I like white I don't know if that's considered
00:55:45Madison Vua color but it is I think it's like all the colors or no colors yeah Iron Man's wife I like blue yeah blue and purple Eric can you pull
00:55:56Nala Rayup his Instagram you wanted to mix the pills because it made perfectly exactly mine's just red as you can tell a fan you had a spirit animal fan too where
00:56:07Brian Atlasyeah what a comment oh oh okay I don't know you want to make me into a housewife I can do laundry we're pulling up his uh Instagram so the
00:56:19Brian Atlasgirls can rate them oh wait why does he want this though before you pull it up just do a look over make sure it's it looks okay what's your hometown
00:56:30Nala Rayum it's wow everywhere because you said you moved to so I was born in Decatur Illinois I lived all in the midwest like Missouri Kentucky Ohio Illinois and then I moved to Florida for
00:56:41Nala Raylike five years and then I moved to California like two years ago okay okay where in Florida uh Sarasota okay yeah I didn't want to be in like Tampa or
00:56:51Nala Rayanything like Miami I can't deal with it I I like the piece yeah I'm from Florida too yeah
00:57:02Nala Rayyeah it's it's kind of building up there's nothing they have the UTC mall and [ __ ] like they're so proud of it it's really cute very Gulf Community yeah very quiet okay